ALYCIA DEBNAM-CAREY SHORT STORIES

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Alycia's POV:

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"We can live in a beach house then have 2 or 3 kids maybe 4 if you're lucky." I said while cuddling my girlfriend Y/n.

"Then I'm going to be the cool mum and you're gonna be the famous overprotective mum." She said. I slap her chest then burst out laughing.

"I can't wait for all of it to happen." I said with a dreamy smile.

"Me too, I can't wait to start my forever with you." She said before kissing my forehead.

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My thoughts are interrupted by my manager calling my name.

I achieved my dream of being a famous actress but I lost the person I love.

Every night I came home to my expensive, beautiful but empty house, I can't help but feel incomplete. Sure, I'm so happy that I get to do the job that I love but it's not everything I want. I sacrifice the love of my life to be where I am right now.

It's all my fault and I regret it.

"Alycia we have to go to your interview in five minutes.I'll wait for you in the car." My manager said before he left. I sigh before getting my things.

I chose this life, I shouldn't be sad about this, but I am.

We drove to the venue and greeted the host before we started.

"So your new film is a family crime with Clare Holt as your sister, tell us about it." The interviewer ask.

"Yeah, I can't really talk that much because I can't spoil any details but it's family centered and there's a lot of issues and problems. That's all I can say for now and the casts are all amazing." I said smiling brightly.

"You heard it guys, it's gonna be interesting so check it out. Okay since you can't answer about work let's get a little personal." The interviewer said making me nervous. I had my fair share of gossips and some of it are bizarre and absolutely not true but that's part of my life now I guess.

"So you and Daniel have been spotted in a restaurant being sweet with each other. What's going on with that?" He asked.

"We're good friends and that's that." I said faking a smile. Ever since I started getting projects, I've been forced to do PR so this kind of rumor is not really new. That's also the reason why I broke up with Y/n.

My manager didn't want me to continue my relationship with her because it's going to prevent me from getting my dream and sadly I listened to him. I refused to date anyone but I'm forced to do some PDA with some of my PR to make it seem real. Daniel is actually the next PR that I should do but I don't know if I will allow it. I'm tired from all of it especially when I still haven't move on, I mean Y/n is perfect but I hurt her.

We finished the interview with me avoiding some of really personal question. I'm ready to go home and call it a day. I'm going to be home in Australia two days from now because I finished filming already and I have a month vacation. I miss my family and maybe hoping to see Y/n again. Nobody heard from her 2 months after I left. My family told me her brother who's in military died on duty a month after I broke up with her. I can't Imagine the pain she felt during those times and I'm not there to support her. I regret my decision of leaving her in that moment but my manager convinced me that I will regret it more if I came back. She disappeared after that and it's been four years. There's a rumor going on that she moved to another country to have a fresh start. She never talk to my family and our friends again and I know I am the one to blame.

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I'm at the airport waiting for Marny to pick me up.

I'm finally back home!