Madi and I are sitting in my living watching Euphoria. "I'm so excited for this new season." Madi says. "Me too can't wait to see what my boy Fez doing." I say sticking my tongue out.
In the middle of show I get text from Joshua.
Joshy 🧸☁️💕
HeyJupiter🧸🪐💕
Hey JoshJoshy🧸☁️💕
WydJupiter 🧸🪐💕
Watching Euphoria w MadisonJupiter 🧸🪐💕
Idk if you seen Julie and the Phantoms on Netflix but Madison plays JulieJoshy🧸☁️💕
I have she has a great set of pipes.Jupiter🧸🪐💕
Yeah she doesJoshy 🧸☁️💕
Are you sure Euphoria is good show for you to watch rnJupiter 🧸🪐💕
It's fine I'm only watching in hopes it would scare me more.Joshy🧸☁️💕
I miss talking youJupiter 🧸🪐💕
Aww, I miss talking to you too <3Joshy 🧸☁️💕
Is there any way we can still be friends?Jupiter 🧸🪐💕
I would love to be friends w you <3Joshy🧸☁️💕
Alr well I'll talk to you laterJupiter🧸🪐💕
Bye JoshuaJoshy🧸☁️💕
Bye June <3"Who got you smiling like that?" Madison says snapping me back into reality. "Uh someone." I say looking down smiling. "Is it... JOSHUA BASSETT!" Madison says while laughing and I cover my face with my hands to hind my blush.
Clearly I'm not over him and I was never was. Everyday I was gone I only thought back him. Of course I thought about my family, my friends and my fans but honestly If the world was ending while I was away. I would only think about Joshua and if he was okay.
No other guy I ever dated, liked, had a crush on, no girl I dated, or liked or had crush could compare to Josh. No offense to anyone in the world, he just treated better then anyone has ever did.
See how people are coming after him make my heart hurt so bad. My angel doesn't deserve this at all.
"I knew it." Madi says and continues to watch the show.