The whole drive is very quiet and so I decided to connect my phone and play music.
Lyric : where are we going?
Desire : my special place.
Lyric : you not gonna tell me where.
Desire : it won't be a surprise if I do.
Lyric : ( simple giggle )
I've never felt this way even with Sbonelo, I don't know why I have sudden change of feelings but I honestly don't care about Sbonelo today. He parked at a forest and directed me out.
Desire : we are here.
Lyric : what are we doing here?
Desire : I wanna show you something
We get out of the car and walk deep down the forest and he doesn't say anything so I begin to fear. He grabs my hand and paces faster, we can then hear the stream of the water before we stopped.
Lyric : what's this?
Desire : my favorite place.
Lyric : what are we doing here?
Desire : well here we... ( takes off his clothes) ... We swim... ( he ran without a word then jumped in the water.)
Lyric : shit!
Desire : join in...
Lyric : no, I can't go in there naked.
Desire : why not.
Lyric : ... ( laughs) okay look away.
Desire : if that makes you happy.
He looks away and I take off my clothes and I'm butt naked. The water is so cold but I make my way in and he turns around.
Desire : you are so beautiful
Lyric : thanks
Desire : don't thank me for telling you a fact.
Lyric : but I'm supposed to thank a compliment.
Desire : this wasn't just a compliment, it's a fact.
Lyric : So what should I do?
Desire : kiss me instead.
Lyric : say it again...
Desire : you look beautiful
Lyric : ( kisses him)
Desire : gosh I can feel you, I want you...
Lyric : I want you too.
Desire : don't agree with me, don't say too say more.
Lyric : I want you more.
He leans and kisses me his hands grab my waist and leans me at the edge of the river. His fingers thrust in my virgina and I gasp, I feel my breath escape my mouth as he moves his fingers out of my punani.
Desire : let's go ( he gets out of the pool and wears his jeans. I refuse to leave the pool) let's go.
Lyric : why do you like doing that?
Desire : ( turns around to give me privacy) doing what?
Lyric : ( gets out and wears his t shirt ) you like turning me on then leave me hanging.
Desire : ( turns around ) you didn't... ( he froze)
Lyric : are you okay?
Desire : Ahhhh, you should cover your whole body... Please
Lyric : you don't like it when I'm like this?( I slowly move the shirt up but he roughly grabbed my hand.)
Desire : you don't wanna do that... Let's go ( he grabs my clothes and went in the car)
Lyric : ( gets in the car) what's your problem?
Desire : I don't want to hurt you.
Lyric : what makes you think that you can hurt me.
Desire : you don't understand how much I want you right now! ( grabs my thighs and rubs tightly, it's painful but I love it. ) I will hurt you so bad!
Lyric : ( scared ) ohkay...
He grabbed a blanket and covered my thighs, I never felt like I'm so disgusting and tears are right filling my eyes. I seriously wanted to cry. Suddenly a tear drops and I look by the window to avoid him seeing me. I guess I should have just tried harder course he saw me.
Desire : are you crying?
Lyric : ( in a shaking voice ) I'm not.
Desire : ( pulls over ) why are you crying, do you seriously want me to fuck you?
Lyric : ( cries more) I don't know why I am crying okay! I just felt like my body is shameful when you actually yell me to cover up...
Desire : your body is perfect, I just think we are cool if we don't fuck. We are friends right?
Lyric : yeah... ( looks by the window) friends... Take me back to the apartment, I need to prepare for dinner.
Desire : ( mood changes) OK...
The whole way he was quite and he was driving real fast. I was scared that we'll crash but no we arrived safely. I went in and luckily no one was in the house so I just went to my room. I angrily took out fresh outfit then he banged my door.
Desire : ( bangs my door) I'm leaving now!
Lyric : ( shouting ) I couldn't careless!
Desire : ohkay.
He didn't care if I didn't want to be around him, he's just like every other guy. I get dressed and prepare to leave. I go to the dinning room and he's gone, he actually did leave. I take the bus back home and I helped mom to set up for dinner with the Mhlongos'. Finally they are here though Sbonelo didn't seem happy to See Me.
Mrs. Mhlongo : makoti...
Lyric : sawubona Mah ( she bows her head as a sign of respect.)
They came and seat at the dinner, Sbonelo signals me to talk in private. We went in my room.
Lyric : oww I miss you too baby...
Sbonelo : what do you have on?
* what a way to bust the mood *
Lyric : what's wrong baby?
Sbonelo : you knew that my parents were gonna be here now what are you wearing?
Lyric : you want me to change?
Sbonelo : dress appropriately dammit!
Lyric : ohkay, don't shout
Sbonelo : just do as told! ( he leaves)
I haven't noticed that Sbonelo has a control side and it actually frightens my ass. I changed to something 'appropriate ' then went back to seat with the family. The only difference with Desire's response to my dress code to Sbonelo's was that to Desire he couldn't handle the turn on and Sbonelo just wanted things to go his way.
Mrs. Mhlongo : auuuhh makoti where have you been?
Lyric : I was just putting on something appropriate.
Mrs. Mhlongo : I didn't see a problem with your first outfit.
Sbonelo : I think we should eat.
Mr. Mhlongo : Yha I'm hungry I could eat a whole zebra.
* they all laugh *
Everyone chatted and ate and had fun then the Mholongo family left, except Sbonelo stayed behind. Mom went up stairs to sleep and I went to my room to study but I guess bae wanted to bond.
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Addicted to this friendship
FantasyI'm addicted to him, his name explains everything I want from him. His name explains why I want him so bad and I can't help myself but long for more.
