We spent the whole day swimming and dancing near water. I felt alive, like myself and I knew then where I belong. Now here's a familiar face... this girl seems so familiar to like I know her from way back.
Lyric : hey who is that?
Desire : shit... ( he walks away) lemme go handle that.
Handle it? I wanna meet the girl, I like her already. What does he mean? As I look at his direction I see he's busy arguing with her and not allowing her to come closer.
Lyric : Desire wait! ( I approached them ) hey, why you not letting her in?
Desire : she's trouble...
Lyric : but if she's here it means she cares, maybe she can help trigger my memory.
Desire : I don't want her near you!
Lyric : I want her here!
Bella : no need to argue about me, i'll leave
Lyric : wait... ( holds her hand) I don't know why but when I you saw I felt something. It felt like you know more about me and you could help me.
Bella : Uhm we were never friends.
Lyric : text me please, take my number.
Bella : for real though, we hate each other...
Lyric : why did you come here?
Bella : this is my special place to think and I got mad at Desire for using it without my permission.
Lyric : I won't stop till you give me your number.
Bella : ( she looked at Desire then she gave out her number.)
Lyric : cool, OK I'll give you a call later.
She then left and we all went back to party, Jade came to me.
Jade : hey are you good?
Lyric : yeah...
Jade : I didn't get the chance to thank you for beating up Bella for me last time. You kinda got my back there.
Lyric : who's Bella?
Jade : that girl that just left. ( she leaves)
Desire : is everything okay?
Lyric : I wanna go back home everything is just so confusing.
Desire : what's so confusing?
Lyric : all of this! Take me home or I'll take myself.
Desire : wait! I need you to remember
Lyric : remember what?
Desire : ... You are being selfish right now
Lyric : I am being selfish?
He walks away after saying that like what the fuck? He got in the car and went in too.
Lyric : you can't say that then go.
Desire : I already did.
I followed him to his car and we had a huge fight on top of me arguing with him he kissed me.
Desire : you should just shut up .
Lyric: make me...
Last thing I remember he was fucking the shit out of me in that car. I felt him and at that point I remembered everything and I realized that I love him. After fucking as we sat in his car with him driving us to his house I wanted to tell him everything,that I remember and that I kinda hate him. He was on a speed and I wasn't scared , I trusted him even knowing that I hate him. At night in his house after so many fucks Desire went to take a private call and I followed him, I heard Bella's name again. I now remember everything even more than I knew.
Desire : she loves me , tonight she will give in to me and she will give us the company. Bella please trust me baby , I love you.
Those words sank in my heart , I knew what I had to do but I didn't do it . I went back to bed and slept , Desire came to me and gave me a back hug then kissed me .
Desire : I love you ...
I swear tears just dropped from my eyes and I tried to hold myself. The next morning he was gone from the house , I called all our friends but no one knew where he was . What's worse is that I was locked in his house. I am now in anger and I break everything inside the house, his security or whatever tried to stop me but I didn't till he called him. In an hour Desire pops up .
Desire : what the Fick did you do to my house?
Lyric : I remember everything! ... Ohhhh and I heard your little chit chat with Bella. Desire you love her ? You love her !
Desire : let's go
Lyric : no !
Desire : don't you wanna leave this house ?
Lyric : what's your deal with my mom huh ?
Desire : it's gonna hurt you to know ... I'm done being nice to you it drives me sick !
Lyric : what do you mean ?
Desire : nobody likes your dirty ass , every guy just want a share in your father's money so does your mother.
Lyric : no way that's true !
Desire : ( took out a gun ) let's go!
I followed him to his car and put on a seat belt. He pointed me with it and didn't even look at me , it was clear from then that he don't like me at all.
Lyric : you never loved me did you?
Desire : no ... Not even Bella , look I just want my money and your mama betta pay up.
Lyric: I hate you
Desire : I don't feel any different.
Lyric : ( I started hitting him as he drives and he drops the gun but in intending to stop me he lost the wheel and I saw flash before our car hit a bus . )
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Addicted to this friendship
FantasyI'm addicted to him, his name explains everything I want from him. His name explains why I want him so bad and I can't help myself but long for more.
