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Right now i think a lot of people are in a dark place because of the whole corona situation. Unfortunately I'm also in the middle of my final exam period on Top of that and everyone around me is pressuring me so much with their questions and comments. ,,You'll do well." ,,Just work hard" ,,School is important right now" ,,Haha you'll never find a job if you don't pass these"
I've had enough. All their ,loving' comments and jokes just push me further and further away from them and from telling anyone that I am in fact very close to failing. I'm barely holding in, I might just do it but it's hard. Adding to that, my chronic depression got a lot worse. I still haven't told anyone around me about this diagnosis even though I've known for two years now, I wish I could go to therapy! Yesterday I self-harmed again for the first time in a while and I felt like shit. I hate being at home, my family pressuring me with their perfect scores and I hate being at school, my classmates pressuring me with their perfect lives. I hate my depression. It just makes life so not worth it. I don't believe I'll ever be able to actually be okay on my own (also thanks to my mums ,jokes')
