Dear best friend
I'm sorry I only realized now, just how much you meant to me. I'm sorry I only realized now, how much I actually valued you and our time together.
I miss you.
So so much.
I keep thinking about you again and again, catching myself wanting to tell you about something that's going on in my life, only to remember we don't talk anymore.
I'm sorry for making you feel like you didn't mean anything to me.
I'm sorry for letting us grow apart. I took you for granted and I now deeply regret it. I wonder if you feel the same. If you think about me and If you ever miss me and regret ending our friendship.
Tonight I realized that most of the things I loved doing with you we will most probably never do again.
I can't believe it's over. I can't believe I lost you.
Please come back
So many people tell me it's not worth it. That it's better this way because we were bad for each other.
Sometimes I felt tiny next to you and I'm sure it was the same way for you in certain situations. But I refuse to think we didn't have real love between us. You were my best friend in some of my worst moments and we had our phases of anger and avoidance but we never officially ended it. That's what hurt most. Your nonchalant way of telling me you didn't want to be friends with me anymore after ignoring me. Do you really not regret it? I've thought about texting you so so many times, are you the same? Or have you already forgotten about me?
Please tell me you haven't
