[ Chanel ]
July 5th 2021
" And I wonder why he wasn't texting me back. He's posted up with a whole new bitch" Tiffany my bestfriend screamed
" Tiff what you expect? he will never change his ways because you know he feel like nothing he does is wrong" I say filing her nails
" You right Nu. I have to get over him asap, but I wish I knew how" she said putting her free hand on her head.
" Trust me, tonight, i'm going to turn you up and make you forget all about him. He don't deserve my friend no ways" I say
" Lets get out own section and invite the girls" She say texting the group chat
" That'll be hella fun. I'm definitely down " I say
" So, no new sister-in law yet? Nu its been like years" She said
" Well its going to be a couple more! Im focusing on me forreal. I really think i'm meant to be alone, so thats how its gon be." I say cleaning up my nail table and putting everything up
" Well whatever, you a good one baby. I got to atleast have me a sneaky link or 5 " She say laughing and taking money out her purse
" I dont want your money Tiff! your literally family " I say
" No! thats even more reason for me to pay and give a good tip. " she says giving me 300$
" Tiff your nails are literally a 150$ set " I say laughing
" Yeah who tip better than me!? " she says walking out the door
Tiff has always been my bestfriend since pre-K. She's my #1 , always supported me since day 1. Life without her ... I couldn't imagine it.
I go run me a warm bath & light my favorite candles. Its hard always being on my feet literally 24/7! Because the club , school & doing hair is tiring. I dont take nails seriously, only do Tiffs until I get better.
My love life has been a little dead for a long time , literally dont even what remember what being loved felt like. My last relationship just hurt me so bad & put me in such a deep depression honestly. He went and had a whole baby on me knowing how badly I wanted one. It hurts to think about truly. I mean since him iv'e had hoes you could say.
Maybe it wasn't meant for me to be with him
or have a kid with him. He was always insecure saying I was going to cheat on him with a girl & so on & so on. Accusing of the same shit he was doing. So when it comes to relationship , I tread lightly.
[ 8:45 pm ]
" Yall got my girl going to her job on her day off!! " Diamond said while she finished her makeup
" Girl right! Its cool though, im down for whatever " I said
" Nu, now you look too damn good not to take pictures! " Crystal said
" Aw thanks baby , I'll take some eventually " I said
" Are you hoes bout ready? I'm ready to get fuck some shit up " Tiff says looking at us
" Girl yeah come the hell on " Diamond says getting her keys
We all get in Diamonds Benz & speed off to the club. I hope Tiff & Crystal dont get black out type drunk, I dont wanna be in babysitter mode all night. When they drink it's dangerous.
" Crys & Tiff , we are not baby sitting yall tonight so know your limit please! " D said
I posted some faceshots on my story since I didn't take pictures. The usual people respond but I see this one girl follow me. I check out her page , not gon hold you , she a sexy mf.
Sadly, i'm not looking or even wanna look. We pull up to the club and tonight its hella packed, which I love because im a big party girl. We get in and find our section.
" Chanel lets go get a drinks " Tiff said as soon as we got in
We go to the bar & me being me I scan to see if some who all in here! Thats when I see my hb Rich & some of his friends.
" Tiff there go Rich , Lets go see what they on" I said
We walk over & thats when i see his section deeper than it looked. I mean who was half of these niggas fr?
" Chanel , where tf you been at foo? " He say hugging me
Me & Rich have been friends since I was 5. He was my first kiss when I was like in 6th grade and we both thought it was disgusting after. Rich and Tiff have history but as far as I know things are fine between them.
" Just lowkey and ducked off as always " I say
" I was supposed to come by yesterday but you know how work is. " He say taking a sip of his drink
" Yeah I know , its all good. Wait who is that ? " I say looking over to a girl with long black hair
Rich pulls me to the side away from everybody so we could talk.
" Thats Jade , lemme show you her ig " He said
He showed me her page and it finally clicked! This was the girl who reacted to me story earlier.
" Bro she replied to my story earlier but I didnt know who she was so I didnt think too much of it " I say
" Look at you , smiling from ear to ear like a lil kid " He said laughing
" You know im stiff on anybody rn. I just think she fine as hell honestly. We can be friends " I said smirking
" Real good friends huh ? " He says laughing as we walk back over to everyone
By now Crys & D came over to where we was and were enjoying theirselves.
" Rich, you coming to my section or what? " I ask
" Why is that even a question? " he ask following me
[ 10:38 ]
By now evb passing the hooka around and the vibes are nice.
" And I told her the bitch her uber was outside. She gon come to my crib knowing her babydaddy like to shoot niggas! " Mel , our other friend, explained
" Mel , You could've atleast took her home! " D said
" So her babydaddy could shoot my car up?? You must be out yo mind. Pussy not that good for allat , ian risking my life for it " He said laughing
" Im finna go to the bar yall , I should be back in 5 " I said gettin up
" You want me to go with you? " Crys asked
" Na , its fine pooh , thanks though " I said
I need my henny to make it through the night.
" 1 henny on the rocks please " I tell the bartender
I've always been a drinker , literally since I was a teenager. Brown was what I preferred over clear. Just did something to me that put me at ease.
" Why you down here alone " I hear someone ask from behind me
I turn around and it's the Jade girl Rich was telling me about.
" Just getting a quick drink , I dont need no body guard fa it " I said grabbing my drink
" I feel you , you just too pretty , niggas be crazy these days " she say
" You didnt ever lie. You must got tabs on me? You replying to my story & me seeing you in the club can't be a coincidence" I say
" First off i'm not a stalker shorty " she say laughing
" Okay well explain! " I say laughing with her
" I just thought you was pretty as hell & I knew you was a friend of Rich. So I just replied naturally. Didn't know you would be here though! Maybe thats a sign " she say getting closer
" Hmm, I guess you telling the truth & thank you for the compliment pretty " I say cheesing hard as hell
" Look I know you on your whole " Fuck the world " phase , like Rich said , but i'm trying to get to know you frl " She said
" He said that !? Im finna go the hell off " I say
I started to walk off to go off on rich but she pulled me by my waist close to her
" All that's unnecessary, just give me a chance to get to know you & we can go from there. You not gon regret it " she said
This was the beginning ... the beginning of something great.
