Chanel P.O.V
September 13th, 2021
4:50 p.m.
" The water ready baby. " she says picking me up & taking me to the bathroom
This is the 5th time recently that shes had to carry me to the tub. This girl been fucking ts outta me every since we started having sex.
" What you wanna do today" She asked me sitting in the tub behind me
"Crystal having a house party tonight at 10. Wanna come? " I say
" Of course , I gotta run some errands and do some work so I need to get on that in a minute " she say
" What are we? " I ask.. so nervous that my poor feelings would get hurt.
" We just chilling man , ion like putting no labels on anything " She say
My heart sank but I gotta respect it. I understand that even though I dont want to ... Im little disappointed but what can you expect?!
" Dont do that mama. " She said holding my hand
" Do what? I didn't even speak " I said
" You whole body language changed " she said running her finger up and down my back
" Miracle I truly understand! I'm not upset lovey" I say with a slight smile , in my head going crazy thinking about how im finna act at this party
" Im going home soon , I need to find what to wear tonight." I say thinking of an outfit
"Okay cool , we good? " She asks
" yeah ofc.! We great. " I say looking down picking at my fingers
She didn't speak after that , we just washed up & got dressed after. I put all my clothes i brung over that need to be washed in a bag & headed out. I feel she know im upset but its nothing else to do , she has her own emotions and feelings.
I stop at chic fil a and got me a some chicken strips and fries , with Polynesian and Ranch mixed together in a salad bowl. So good because I was starving!
I sit in the parking lot and eat while scrolling through instagram. I posted my food on my story and got off. Honestly, I was content with life at the moment. Stress free which is weird because usually my life be so chaotic! Soon as i start to pull off tiff calls me.
Tiff: I know miss never wanna come out because she with her lady aint out da house!
Me: Girl thats not my lady! I'm finna go home and wash and shit. You know I cant go anywhere without my shit being together.
Tiff: yay , im so happy you coming. Iv'e missed you real bad. Girl why tf Crystal been asking bout you heavy lately?
Me: For what? She know Im fw somebody
Tiff: You know how crystal get about her Nu!
Me: Fuck that. Crystal always on bs ian worried bout it
Tiff: So what are you wearing?
Me: I'm tryna decide now. I literally have nothing in mind
Tiff: I say something sexy and black!
Me: Thats a perfect idea considering some shit that just happened
Tiff: Girl what??
Me: So basically Miracle said this morning that we not really nothing. Which is definitely true but like idk! Ain like how she put it so now I gotta get sexy and do me
