Venting because I'm confused about stuff

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I don't know, I guess I just needed some place to vent. I've been really questioning my romantic orientation lately, I think I have some type of crush on an old friend of mine. I just couldn't get her off of my mind lately, I just want to cuddle up on the couch under a blanket and watch a movie and kiss her and just cuddle even more. I've never felt this way towards her before and it's been fading the last couple of days, so maybe I'm aro-spike or gray-aromantic??? Or aro-flux??? I'm just confused. And what makes it worse is that I haven't even seen this friend of mine irl since the start of 2020 and she started ignoring my texts to her over 6 months ago, so why would I start feeling this way towards her all of a sudden? adjsfklll

I'm so confused and frustrated and I just needed to vent. Thanks for reading if you did.

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