Chapter 6-Deactivated
It’s already 7 o'clock in the morning and I'm still here in my room staring at the ceiling. I'm supposed to be preparing myself for school right now but laziness strikes me again. Haist, today is the first day of our foundation. Phyllis informed me through chat last night that we will have a practice later at 1pm onwards. It seems like I don't want to go. I don't know why, maybe because of what happened last night.
Flashback...
*Bzzt Bzzt*
Phyllis calling...
I pressed the answer button.
"Hello?" I said.
"Hi Kash" He answered.
"It's already late, why do you call?" I asked. It was just very unusual. It's already 11:30 in the evening. I supposed to go to sleep but he called so I answered it because it might be very important.
"Nothing, I just want to hear your voice." He said. Omo?! Hear my voice? Yieee!! It feels like my face was burning.
"Seriously? You called me just because you want to hear my voice? Be careful, you might fall for me joke!" I joked.
"I already fell…too bad it feels like I don't have a chance. Ahm, goodnight Kash! Thanks for the time" He said. He already fell? with whom? was it with me? He didn’t mention if it was me, but I was the one he's talking to so maybe he's referring to me? Argh!
As I was shocked with what he said, I was not able to say good night to him before he hung up so I just send him a text message saying, 'Goodnight'.
End of Flashback...
I was still thinking about what he said to me last night. In fact, I was not able to have a good sleep because of that. I was just so curious on what he said. I wanted to assume that he was referring to me because he was talking to me that time, but what if I was wrong? I wanted to know but I was afraid to ask him about that. I didn’t want to get embarrass in front of him.
*Bzzt bzzt*
Argh! Aiah's calling me again. She's asking me if I will go to our practice at 8 o'clock in the morning. Since today was the first day of foundation week, everyone was not required to go to school that's why we're going to have a practice for the battle of the bands on Friday. We're going to sing three songs on that day but only the band members know what songs are those. It is a surprise for the students. Even Aiah doesn't know even a single thing about it.
*Bzzzt*
From: Bessy Aiah
Hey bessy? Where are you? I'm here waiting for Keville. We will go to his house. I'll watch your practice later. They allowed me already to watch, yey! See you later, bessy!
Argh! I don't want to go to the practice! I don't know if I can act as normal as I used to be with Phyllis later. It is very awkward. But I have to go for our practice. We will spend more hours for practice especially to me because this is my first time to be a band member, to be a vocalist to be exact. Haist!
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It was already 7 o'clock in the evening when I got home from our band practice. I still went and acted normal as I can but it was so hard. It was awkward between Phyllis and I. I think Aiah, Keville, Troy, and Glenn can feel it too.
Now, I was here in my room, lying in my bed while facing my laptop. I was currently talking to my RP friends through chat.
Dustin Lloyd Jimenez: I'm really curious about you, bro. It’s not that I'm a gay. I was just curious about your identity. You seem too mysterious.
Misty Kirsten Lee: How's your day Badaf? Yieee! I've missed you so much!
Crystal Gail Rivera: They are asking me about you also. They seem very curious about you already. What are your plans now?
Haist, what should I do? They shouldn't know that I'm a Cross Role Player. They shouldn't know about my real identity. I should think of a better excuse now.
*Tiiing*
Chloe Chanelle Mendoza: Hi best friend! I have something to tell you :( I was very thankful that I become one of your closest friends here in RP World. I know if I will say this to you there might be a change between us. I know this will make a gap between our friendships, but I can't keep it anymore. I've tried so hard to stop this, but as long as I was eager to stop it, I was just falling for you even more. Yes, I've fallen for you. I've fell in love with you even though I only knew little things about you. I don't know when it started. I've just woke up one day that I already love you. My heart beats fast every time I'm talking to you. If you don't feel the same, I understand :) Sorry for falling for you :( I hope you will still consider me even just a friend after this.
What the?! Chloe fallen for me? Gosh! Argh! This was wrong! Everything was wrong! What should I say? What should I do? Argh! I didn't imagine this will happen. I'll take a screenshot of the message or should I say the confession of Chloe and send it to Crystal? I need her help about this.
France Zion Madrigal: You sent a photo
Bessy? What should I do? Help me please?
Crystal Gail Rivera: OMG! IS THAT TRUE? SHE HAS FALLEN FOR YOU?! GOSH! WHAT DID YOU DO???
France Zion Madrigal: She sent it just a few minutes ago. Haist, I don't know what to do anymore, bessy.
Crsytal Gail Rivera: Bessy I have a suggestion! What if you deactivated your account for a while? I'll tell them that you just only did that because you're busy for the battle of the bands? You wanted to focus for your performance first.
France Zion Madrigal: That's what I'm thinking right now. Maybe, it’s the best decision for now. I'll tell them everything when I go back. I'll deactivate this account now. I'll just talk to you in my real account.
I deactivated my account right after that night. Yes, what I've told to Aiah was my decision. When I went back I will tell them directly my real identity. If they will be mad at me then so be it. I know it was my fault anyway. I should face all the consequences for all the mistakes I've done.
