Chapter 9- Sorry
I was currently lying in my bed while busy stalking Phyllis' RP account. It was very obvious that he's Phyllis but how come I didn't recognize him?
*Bzzt Bzzt*
Bessy Calling...
"Hello bessy?" I said as I picked up the phone.
"Hi bessy! I was too curious about the ‘something’ that you will tell me. It bothers me big time, so tell me what it is all about" she said.
"Haist, the boys are also role players" I said. Until now, I can't still digest that they are also role players and worst thing is they are also our family members.
"Huh? Boys? What do you mean?" She asked.
"Phyllis, Keville, Glenn and Troy are also role players. In fact, Phyllis and Keville are also our family members. What a nice coincidence, right? Psh." I said with sarcasm.
"WHAT? ARE YOU SURE?" She said hysterically.
"Sad to say yes." I replied.
"How did you know about it?" She asked.
"They told me" I simply said.
"You said they are also our family members?" She asked.
"Yes, in fact Dustin Lloyd Jimenez was Phyllis' RP account while Tristan Kurt Lee was Keville's RP account." I said.
"WHAAAAAAAT?!" She said.
"It was hard to believe but it was the truth." I said.
"So they already know that we are also role players?" She asked.
"No." I said.
"Gosh! Got to go bessy. Something came up. Talk to you later bye" She said and then hung up the call. I decided to check my messages.
Dustin Lloyd Jimenez: Bro? What's up!
Chloe Chanelle Mendez: Hello :) I miss you
Misty Kirsten Lee: Badaaaaaf! Where are you? I miss you so much
I just ignored their messages. I didn’t want to talk to anyone. I'm sure they will ask me what my real identity is. Am I ready to answer their questions? Am I ready to face everything? Of course not... I am afraid. I am sure that they will be mad at me.
"Haist" I sighed. Ready or not I should face everything. I should reveal myself as soon as possible that's why I decided to tell them everything now. If they will remove me in the family then I will accept it. If they will be mad at me then so be it.
To: The X10 and their Properties
Hi guys! I know all of you are curious about me…my real identity. I have been so mysterious all the time. I am a cross role player. I am a girl…the operator of this account is a girl. Sorry for not telling you about it. Sorry for everything. I didn't want to fool all of you. I'm afraid. I am scared to tell you everything because I know you will be mad at me. Sorry for everything Forgive me guys please?
To Chloe, sorry if you fall for me. I didn't mean to hurt you. Thank you for liking me but I can't accept it because I already love someone. Sorry Chloe Please forgive me.
To Dustin, hey! I know already who you are. I'll text you later. We need to talk.
To everyone, once again I'm sorry. I'm really…really sorry
After I sent the message to our group chat, I searched for Dustin's account and sent him a message.
To:Dustin Lloyd Jimenez
Please meet me up tomorrow at the secret garden of your school. I will wait for you there. I hope you'll come.
My phone kept on vibrating because of the incoming messages. I wanted to read it all now but I was too nervous. I was afraid to know what their reactions. I didn’t want to lose them. Even though they are just my friends in RP World, they are still important to me.
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility and I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me. So I want to take this time to apologize for things that I've done and things that haven't occurred yet and things that they don't want to take responsibility for.
It seems like my mp3 knows the feelings that I have right now. It knows how sorry I am.
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
I'm sorry for all the things I’ve done. If I can just turn back the time I will not do it again. If I just can.
Because I'm in the streets like every day
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you "my girl"
I understand that there are some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
(Credits: Sorry, Blame it on me by Akon)
While listening to the song, I decided to open the messages.
The X10 and their Properties
Crystal Gail Rivera
I love you bessy! I'm always at your back :)
Chloe Chanelle Mendez
What a revelation! Haha it hurts but its fine. I'll forgive you. I don't care whether your operator was a girl or a boy, what matter to me the most ia that you became my friend, a real friend indeed even though in rp world only. Cheer up! We love you :)
Dustin Lloyd Jimenez
I knew it haha but don't worry, I'm not mad at you. It just bother me when you said that you know me? Really? How come?
There were few messages that had been sent in our group chat. I cannot stop my tears from falling when I read their messages. They were not mad at me. They understood me. I was so happy that I can't explain the happiness that i had. There was no exact word that can describe the feeling that I had. I replied to their messages with a big smile on my face.
France Zion Madrigal
You're not mad at me? Waaaah! Thank you guys. I am just so lucky to have you in my life guys! I don’t know how to stop my tears from falling. Gosh! Super thank you guys! I love you all <3
It really feels good if you're not keeping a secret from anyone right? Telling them the truth feels like the thorn in my heart had vanished. I spent the night talking to them.. to my friends and sleep with a smile in my face.
