"idiot kokichi !" Postgame drv3 AU

Forgiveness?

kokichi oma :
What is forgiveness?
An absurd. Useless word that will break one day.
They won't forgive you fully.
They're all the same.
Unless they love you , they wont forgive you.
Even tho they love you. They wont forget.

Kokichi blankly stared at the ceiling as he muttered these words. Slowly. Breaking down. Miu has left few minutes ago taking away all the sharp stuff.

Why cant they just leave me in peace and let me do whatever i want. They didn't care when we were in the game. 
"Game.."

Kokichi oma :
WHY IS IT NOT REAL? THIS IS NOT FAIR I THOUGHT I ENDED IT. I THOUGHT I ENDED THE PAIN BUT IT CAME BACK! WHY CANT IT JUST BE REAL! IM TIRED! IM TIRED OF THESE SHIT! DRAMA IS NOT NY THING!

Well..
That

Really
Hurt.

Kokichi stared at the window for a second. Thought of jumping.
What if he really did it. What will happen? He was curious.

"Thats it im going to do it"

He walked out from his room while putting his earphone on , playing "deal with the devil".

He really felt powerful with that song.

As he cringed himself for being weak , he walked up to the 23th floor which was the next story of his room.

He took the elevator which was in the 23th floor and went up to the 25th floor and went up to the roof.

As the song ended , he was sure he was going to write his death note.

He picked up paper and pen from his pocket and started writing.

After he finished , he crumpled it and put it in his pocket hoping shuichi will find it.

He took his phone out and texted everyone "goodbye"

He took his shoes off and took off the hairpins that was holding his hair up.

Now his hair looked like the arcade owner chiaki.

He sighed and laid there for few minute.

He was happy. For the first time after getting out of the VR simulation.

His stomach growled but he ignored it.

He was not a softie.

Obviously..

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