jonnor fanfic ; "best friends?"

|| chapter 7 ||

-CONNORS POV-

So apparently the word got out.. on what happended at the camp site.. Ugh I wish that never happended. I can never just walk in the halls alone without someone calling me a fag. Ugh i'm just so done with everyone. Jude got a girlfriend so no one picks on him.. but for me it happens constantlly. I just wanna die. I want the pain to go away. As I walk outside to go home a group of guys came up to me & just start beating me up. They punched me in the face, kicked me in the stomach & let me there bleeding. I get up & limp home.

-JUDES POV-

"Stop it!" Emily says as i'm nibbling on her ear. "Nuuuu" I say as I tackle her. "Hey Jude no funny buisness." Callie says walking past my room. "Ignore her" as I say & i start to kiss her. I love Emily.

-CONNORS POV-

The blade just sits there, on the corner of my dresser. It's been sitting there for about a week & i've been debating to harm myself or not. "Fuck it" I grab the blade & start to slit my wrists. The pain feels so good. I continue to do it for about 5 minutes. I stop & wash the blade because it was covered in blood, & hide the blade under my pillow. I cry myself to sleep everynight. When will it stop?

-NEXT DAY-

I wake up & get dressed from school. I notice that my cuts are showing. I grab some braclets & cover them. & I head on out the door to my bus stop & gladly no one said anything then. But as I sit on the bus I can see Daria making out with some random guy I try to get that thought out of my head & get out of the bus & walk to my locker. "Hey.." I turn around & see Jude. "Oh Hey Jude." I say & put in my combination. "So how have you been?" He says. "I've been fine, what about you..?" I say grabbing my books. "I've been great, & by the way, don't do that, braclets dont cover it." He says & walks away. I look down & my wrists & cover it with my braclet more.

-JUDES POV-

Why is Connor cutting? Is the bullying getting that bad? I kinda feel bad.. i'm gonna invite him over & we can play video games. As the day ends I go up to Connor. "Hey Connor, wanna come over & play some video games?" "Yeah sure, i'll just text my dad." He smiled back at me. He came on my bus & we arrived at my house together. I grabbed some popcorn for us & we sat in my room & played video games. "UGH WE LOST!" He screams. "Eh whatever i wasn't really focused I giggle. He punches my arm playfully & punch his arm back. We start to playfully wrestle untill he got ontop of me. We just stayed there. In silence staring at each other. He hesistates to lean in to kiss me but he does. We stayed there kissing for a while untill someone came in the room. "Jude, Connor?" I hear someone say. "Crap" I whisper getting up. Oh no.

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