Bad boy, Good Lips//Nash Grier

Chapter 14

Kay's POV**

Nash walked past me and closed the door. He went to my closest and started looking through it.
"What are you looking for" I asked him
"Do you have a penny board or a longboard?" He asked me.
I pointed to the corner of the room where me and matts stuff was the wasn't unpacked yet.
"Wait here" he said leaving the room handing me my penny. What is going on in this boys mind.
He came back with a penny board that had a black deck and red bolts and yellow wheels.
"Follow me" he said.
He walked to the door that lead to the deck. He opened the sliding door and let me go outside first. He closed it behind him and threw his penny board to the ground then jumped down from the second story building.
"Cmon, your turn Kay" he said looking up.
"You must be outta your damn mind if you think I'm jumping down there" I said.
"What's wrong with the stairs and the door? That's safe, and I have a less chance of breaking my fucking neck!" I yelled down.
"Oh, right I forgot your too scared to do this kind of stuff" he said smirking up at me.
He knew, he knew that would get my blood boiling. I hate being called a baby, pussy, or scared. I looked at him challengingly and dropped my penny to the ground.
I climbed over the railing and looked down. My feet dangled above the high ground. I remember this view.

~flash back~
I couldn't do this anymore. I can't I can't I don't wanna be here. Who'll notice of I'm gone anyway. I grabbed my phone and headphones and blasted my music. I went downstairs and past my mom and dad.
"I'm going out" I said walking out the door. I walked in the biting cold weather to the bridge. I played "I write sins not tragedies" by panic at the disco loud enough that I couldn't hear the card under me or the people talking. I took a deep breathe and looked down. This is what Kinsey and her friends want and they'll get what they want. Me dead. Nobody would notice. I hate this world and its time to end.
I stood up and opened my arms. I took a deep breath and tipped forward. Suddenly I felt a hand on my arm and my body being gently placed on the concrete.
"WHAT THE FUCK" I screamed. Tears streaming down my face.
"Baby girl, calm down please. Kay I love you, don't ever do that again. I can't loose you. I love you".
Jack Gilinsky.
Jack Gilinsky saved my life.
~end of flash back~
Who knew 6 months later he would cheat on me more than once and we would break up and he would hate me. He spilled my secret that I tried to kill myself and I was a suicidal freak. But hey, that's guys. They're dicks.
"Kay! You coming" I looked down at Nash who was sitting at the bottom impatiently.
I looked down, took a deep breath and jumped.
Surprisingly I didn't feel the hard ground under my feet, I felt myself in a pair of arms, and I looked up to see Nash's crystal blue eyes.
He had a different look in his eyes. They were more soft, not as cold and hard. He quickly coughed and put me down on the ground.
I hate to admit this, but Nash is actually a guy I would date. He is so much what I like, and it just seems like he has trust issues. I need to break those trust issues and get close to him. I need to know him. I have to.
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