secret love | jimin ff

chapter 9 ||

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"We need to talk"

He frowned, looking worried. "Okay... about what?" He asked as he itched the back of his head. I sighed and closed my eyes before speaking. "So you know how I was with Namjoon?" He nodded.

"Well he knows about us" I breathed out. His mouth fell open slightly, and his pupils grew bigger. "Uh... how?" He asked as he rubbed his hand against his forehead. "Well he saw us at Jin's gathering, and last week heading into the janitors closet."

He groaned and cursed quietly. "Is he gonna tell?" He questioned worried. I shook my head, and I could see relief all over him. "But, if we are going to continue this we have to be more careful" I breathed out, fiddling with my fingers.

He frowned. "If? What do you mean if we continue? Do you not want to?" He asked nervously, taking my hand in his. I shrugged. "I mean I do I just, I don't see it working continuing like this" I answered, biting the inside of my cheek.

He looked at me worried, and scared of what my next words would be. I sighed again, before saying a sentence we both knew I didn't want to say. "Maybe it's best we just end it" I mumbled.

"What? No no no, you don't mean that" he said quickly. I definitely did not mean it.

He scooted closer to me, putting a strand of hair behind my ear. "I don't like hiding it either. But it's only been a few weeks. It is risky yeah, but we'll get better at it" he gently said. "We will tell Jin when the time is right, hm?"

That's all it took for me to shove every worry I had right out of my head, and only focus on him. I showed him a soft smile before nodding, putting my head on his shoulder. He kissed the top of my head, and I laid there just enjoying his comfort before he spoke up again.

"Let's not let this get in our head, and we'll make this a nice evening yeah?" I looked up at him with a smile, feeling like this was exactly what I needed. "Sure, what do you wanna do?" I answered.

In a flash he swiftly lifted me on top of him, straddling his lap. "There's a lot of things I would like to do" he smirked, rubbing our noses together.

I laughed, "You just had to make it sexual huh." He returned the laugh, putting his hands on my thighs. "Hard not to with you" he said sensually, leaning in to kiss me.

Our lips connected in a passionate kiss. I felt a rush of relief and comfort at the feeling of his soft plump lips against mine again. He pulled away after a few seconds.

"I want you. Right here, right now" he purred, our faces only inches apart. The butterflies and arousal I felt made me feel like I was on cloud nine.

"What's stopping you?" I whispered back, wanting every inch of him. He smiled before reconnecting our lips, and grabbing a hold of my hips. I tangled my fingers in his hair, gently pulling, earning a muffled moan from him.

The kiss became way more needy and rough, and I could feel his bulge growing under me. I slowly grinded my centre on his, making him gasp and pull away.

His forehead was damped in sweat, eyes closed and he had a tight grip on my hips. He started moving my hips for me, speeding up. I moaned in his ear, making him smirk. "Yeah that's it" he said satisfied.

Our actions were quickly interrupted by the doorbell. Our heads turned towards the door, then looking back at each other. Jimin threw his head back against the couch in annoyance. "My god, is this gonna become a habit or what?" He said getting up, walking to the door.

I sighed and chuckled, fixing my hair and shirt a little. "Oh... Jin hey" I heard coming from the hallway. You've got to be fucking kidding me.
"Jiminie you've got to hear this AMAZING idea me and Joon got toda—-" Jin exclaimed, walking into the living room, followed by Jimin and Namjoon. He stopped his sentence when he saw me, sitting awkwardly on the couch.

"Oh Y/N? Why are you here?" He frowned. Namjoon and I got eye contact, and I could see him waiting to hear my excuse. "Uhm" was all I was able to get out, before Jimin quickly stepped in. "I needed help with English homework" he told him.

Jin still had a frown on his face, looking back and forth between me and Jimin. I joined in, "Yeah, besides we are friends too. And you know how much Jimin sucks at English" I added. Jimin glared at me from behind Jin, but he seemed to buy it.

He nodded and spoke. "That is true, beside it just makes this easier!" He squealed out of happiness, before dragging Namjoons hand and plopping down on the couch.

I sighed in relief, and me and Jimin sat down too. "Makes what easier?" I asked. "Well me and Jin-"Namjoon started, before being cut off by Jin.
"Actually it was my idea, sorry honey but let me explain this. You tend to sound kind of boring some times" the exited boy said.

Namjoon just took up his hands defensively, while Jimin laughed. "Okay so anyways! I came up with the great idea of... A ROADTRIP TO JOONS CABIN!" He screamed. Me and Jimin looked at each other amused, and kind of surprised that he actually had a good idea for once.

"Sounds fun, when and with who?" Jimin asked. "Well we were thinking Wednesday to Friday or something, since break starts then. And just the four of us so far, but we could invite like Jungkook or someone?" Jin added, while smirking at me.

Me, Namjoon and Jimin awkwardly looked at each other. "I think just the four of us would be best." Jimin said plainly, but I could hear the annoyance in his voice. Jin nodedd in agreement.

"Okay so we'll leave Wednesday morning, and go stay at my family's cabin if everybody's in? We have a jacuzzi, a bar and some amazing bedrooms. It's really pretty up there" Namjoon said. I smiled excitedly.

"I'm in! I'm so in! Man I love a jacuzzi" I exclaimed. I happened to look at Jimin, who was smirking at the thought of me in a bikini. "I'm definitely in too" he said.

Jin jumped up from joy, and started happily walking towards the front door. "Then we have a plan! This is gonna be great, I'm so exited! But that was all we were gonna say, so Joon let's go" he grinned.

As Jin was already out of the house, Namjoon got up from the couch and slowly walked towards the hallway as well. He stopped and turned around, looking at us. "Please for the love of god don't get caught on this trip. You saw how exited he was. Don't fuck it up" he carefully stated.

We just smiled and nodded. He started walking , before yet again stopping right before he disappeared behind the wall. "Oh, and don't ruin my parent's bed sheets." He said before going.

"No promises" Jimin yelled after him. I laughed and immediately got up and placed myself on him. "I can't wait" I excitedly said. "Me too" he smiled.

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