secret love | jimin ff

chapter 29 ||

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I left before Jimin could wake up. I didn't want to deal with anymore awkwardness, tension in ANY form or just generally see his face. This was all so confusing. I definitely blame myself though, I had many chances to stop it and I didn't.

All I really could think about was Jungkook. I didn't plan on telling him, I mean sure we had a moment but it wasn't a big deal...I think. We didn't do anything so for now, I'm keeping it to myself. And Jin and Namjoon of course, who I was about to meet.

I sat on the benches outside the school. It was still early, so no one was here. I could feel my hands tremble and I just had to talk to my friends. "Y/N, I love you so much, but you better have a damn good reason for waking me up EVEN EARLIER" Jin snarled when they walked up to the bench.

Namjoon rolled his eyes. "He is obviously being very dramatic and not very nice" he said as he glared at Jin. He turned back to me with a smile before sitting down. "So, what's up?"

I took a deep breath. I could see Jin about to open his mouth to speak, but I stopped him before he could even begin. "And no Jin, for the 100th time, I am NOT pregnant"

He put his hands up defensively. "Girl one of these days it's gotta be true" he mocked. I gave him the finger before getting back to the point.

"Anyway, before I say it I just want to clarify that nothing HAPPENED and it's not serious or anything like that but.....me and Jimin may or may not have a had a moment of some sort in bed last night" I muttered out. Jin's jaw dropped open.

Namjoon didn't really seem too fazed, like he was expecting it to happen. "What KIND of moment are we talking about here??" Jin snapped. I explained everything, and he was not happy.

"LEE Y/N YOU ARE WITH JUNGKOOK WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" He yelled as he got up in disbelief. Namjoon just put his hand up, hinting for him to stop, before looking back at me. "You stopped it right?"

I nodded. "Okay then" he shrugged. I was left just sitting there blinking at him. "W-what do you mean?" I stuttered. "Yeah babe, what DO you mean?" Jin joined in.

"Listen, like you said nothing happened. You had a moment, it's normal to feel moments like that with people you've liked. But, you stopped it" he started. I still didn't really get his point, neither did Jin. We kind of just gave each other confused glances. Namjoon rolled his eyes.

"Okay, when you were together you could barely keep your fingers off each other. Like literally. But this time, you stopped it. And that to me, shows you have grown." He continued. I nodded, starting to kinda see his point. "Plus, it shows how much you like Jungkook. Which I can tell you really do"

I sighed and nodded. "As much as I'm kind of low key furious for you even having a moment with him, I do have to agree. I have never seen you so in awe of a boy before.." Jin joined in. I put my hands over my face.

"Oh my god I know, it's so scary. What if I just really fucked it up!" I exclaimed. Namjoon shook his head. "Just don't tell him"

I gave him an annoyed glance. "Yeah, cause that worked REALLY well the last time" I said, nodding my head towards Jin. Jin frowned. "Don't drag me back into your love drama!" He stated. I chuckled slightly.

"But that was different, you didn't do anything this time. So what, you let your friend who recently just went through something traumatic sleep in your bed? I wouldn't think about this too much, nor would I tell him. It's really not a big deal" Namjoon simply stated. Jin actually nodded in agreement.