secret love | jimin ff

chapter 17 || (smut)

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I woke up only a few hours later. It was still nighttime, but I could feel the alcohol already start to wear off. I slightly sat up and looked around. I felt so normal yet so confused. I looked at the sleeping figure beside me.

That used to be Jimin. Still nice of Jungkook to take care of me. I felt myself get sad again, so I sneaked out of the room to not wake Jungkook. The second I was out of the room I started bawling.

I walked down the stairs just crying over everything. Jimin should be the one in my bed right now. I sat down on the couch, just looking out the window crying. Jimin should be here, that is all I can think about.

I sat a little while longer before starting to gather my thoughts. Tears were still rolling down, but I tried my best to think of something else. Sadness ended up turning to anger, thinking that Jimin wanted this. HE was the one to want a break, and HE put me in this situation.

I had no control over my emotions anymore. I went up and started pacing around. I saw the picture of me, Jin and Jimin standing on the table next to the couch. I couldn't control it anymore, and as the tears just kept coming I grabbed the photo and smashed it as hard as I could on the ground.

Glass could be heard breaking and my heavy breathing filled the room. I suddenly gasped at the sight, and I sat down next to it. "No no no what did I do" I whispered to myself as I picked up the photo.

It is my favourite photo of us, we all seem so happy. I sighed and started picking up the glass. "Y/N??" I heard from the hall. I spooked and quickly turned my head. "Ouch shit!" I spat out and turned my head back to the floor.

Of course I managed to cut myself. I heard footsteps come jogging over to me, and as the moonlight shined on him, I could see Jungkook coming into the room with worry on his face.

He came over and sat on the floor with me. "My god Y/N what happened?" He asked as he looked on the floor. "N-Nothing I just" I mumbled out. "Are you okay?" He asked as he looked at my crying face. He then looked down at my hand.

"What the—Okay come here" he got up and pulled me up after him. He walked into the kitchen, flicked the light on on lifted me up onto the counter. He got a piece of paper and put it on my palm.

He sighed and looked directly into my eyes. "What's going on?" He asked and stroked my cheek. I sniffled before chuckling. "I don't know" I sighed.

"Y/N, you got dangerously wasted, you break a photo....something is clearly bothering you" He asked concerned. "Something to do with Jin? Jimin?" He added as he started wrapping my hand with a bandage.

"I just..." I started but tears just kept coming. "Shhh just take a few deep breaths" he said as he put both hands over my cheeks. And I did. I took some breaths and wiped my tears.

"You can tell me anything" he whispered. My heart was beating. This boy...I never really looked at Jungkook like more than a friend, but this night was changing my mind. I didn't know if it was because I was rejected earlier or just...him.

"I know I just....I don't want to talk right now." I whispered back. I felt the tension between us.

"Then what do you want?" He asked as he leaned in closer. "You." I whispered against his lips. His breath hitched as i said that. "We can't...your upset. I don't want you to think I'm taking advantage of you.." he said looking down.

(SMUT WARNING!⚠️)

"Listen to me. I want you. I need you." I said.

"Fuck" he said under his breath.

I pulled him to look at me, and we held eye contact for a few seconds. I leaned into his lips and he finally gave in and our lips met. It started off  soft and gentle, but eventually he pulled me closer to him by my hips, and deepened the kiss.

He pulled away, giving me a smile before taking my hand and pulling me off the counter, walking us up the stairs. The excitement I always felt with him was still there, and the temperature was rising.

We got to my room, and I turned around to close the door. After I did, I took a deep breath and turned to look back at him but he immediately pushed me against the door with my hands pinned against it. It surprised me, but I bit my lips from the action, and the fact that he knew exactly how to turn me on.

He smirked before kissing me hungrily, and another make out session started. My heart was pounding as everything felt hot and his cologne was turning me on. He pulled me towards him, walking backwards towards the bed and turned us around pushing me onto the mattress.

I smirked as he swiftly took of his shirt, and I had full view of his abs. He started pulling down my pants along with my panties, and looked at me. "God how I've missed this" was all he said before he dove his head through my legs.

I gasped when his tongue made contact with my clit, as he started eating me out. His tongue moved so easily and I threw my head back in pleasure.  It felt so good but so wrong as well.

"Oh my god" I managed to breath out as his tongue started moving faster. My toes were curling and all I could think about was this amazing feeling.  "Fuck" I cursed as he added two fingers, and started pumping them in and out of me along with his tongue work.

I grabbed his hair, pulling it in pleasure knowing that I would reach my peak quickly if he continued. As if he could read my mind, he hissed before getting up pulling off his pants and boxers giving me view of his hard member.

I bit my lip, breathing fast from what he just did to me and pulled off my shirt. He smirked seeing I wasn't wearing a bra, and he leaned over me. He kissed me with so much lust, with one hand massaging my breast.

He pulled away,"I'm gonna fuck you so hard      Y/N" he said as I could feel his tip at my entrance. "Yes" I breathed out as I could feel it sliding into me so easily.

"You're so wet for me" he said as he pushed all the way inside of me. We both let out a moan at the feeling, and I once again grabbed ahold of the sheets.

He quickly started moving in a steady pace, holding onto my hips for more control. "Ah yes Jungkook" I moaned as I grabbed a hold of my boobs, remembering how he liked it.

"Yeah that's it baby, fuck. Grab those tits for me" he let out as he sped up his pace. He leaned slightly down to me, putting his hand around my throat lightly choking me. I smiled and bit my lip at the action, while closing my eyes.

"You like this don't you? Hm? Tell me how much you like it. Tell me how good I fuck you" He said as he started pounding into me harder. I screamed out, before answering him. "You fuck me so good Jungkook, oh my god"

He smirked. "You won't be able to walk tomorrow" he stated, and started moving in an incredibly fast pace. I couldn't even hold in my moans if I even tried, at that point I was practically screaming. "Shit all those beautiful noises, I could fuck you all night" he hissed.

He kept going at the pace, and I could feel myself about to finish. "You're gonna make me cum" I cried out, grabbing a hold of his back, scratching it.

"Yeah? Are you gonna cum for me?" He asked, going harder, and hitting the exact spot. I moaned loud for him as his words were making me lose it. He could tell I was cumming, and he smirked at the sigh of me.

"Yes baby, cum for me. Yes yes fuck" he said, as he was finishing as well. We came at the same time, sweating, heavily breathing and satisfied.

END OF SMUT

He pulled out, laying beside me with his hand in his hair. I felt good, but numb. I needed to get everything off my chest. He turned his head towards me. "You okay?"

"I've been hooking up with Jimin" I blurted out.

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