You told me to
You believed me without reasons
You whispered into my ears
You loved me for an eternity.
You promised to hold
my hands in yours
You protected me with your life.
You swore tagging hairs
behind my ears
You hold me in your embrace
Even the whole world was against me.
Looked at you now
Where did the man go?
My love My man My dearest one
Where did you go?
I didn't find you
I went around the whole world
I searched for you among the people's sea
I carried out riots all over the sky
I destroyed the peace among angels
I blamed Grim Reaper for snatching you.
Oh my dearest one, my heart
I found someone
who looked like you but not you.
He wanted to destroy your beloved
He harmed me
He punished me for unknown sins
Committing Sin which your other half couldn't imagine in her wildest dream.
A sin! Maybe it was a sin
You weren't beside me like you wanted.
A sin! Maybe I did it unknowingly
You left me behind and never looked back.
A sin! I wouldn't make excuses for that
I would let you go, set you free.
A sin! Which I didn't know
I would let myself suffer.
I would let that person
make my life hell
I would burn myself
in that ominous fire every day.
It would burn your touches
on my skin that you appreciated.
It would wipe away the smell
that you are addicted to.
It would destroy my senses
Where you used to like living.
It would throw the dream
where we made our home.
Oh my beloved, my dearest
Still, my smile wouldn't falter
The mystery of my eyes wouldn't
fade away
But I wouldn't regret
How could I regret something
Which you gave me.
I knew you were the same person
I knew you were the one who hurt me
I knew you were the reason
why I was miserable here
I knew you wanted my destruction.
Oh my dear
I didn't acknowledge the betrayal
How could I believe
My love shattered me!
My love for you wasn't able
to distrust you.
I would accept your gift
with a mind-blowing smile as usual.
But dear, if I had a second life
Let not me trust love again
Let me preach that it was an illusion
An illusion that was a result
Of some psychopaths' imagination.
Let me reach on the cloud of nine
Where I would only love myself.
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