Amezona- I love you! I love you more

Chapter 7

Arizona's POV:
-"Amelia knows?"
-"Yes, she does"
-"I'm coming"

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I drove to the airport and took the first flight to Seattle, all I was thinking about is Amelia. "I just hope she didn't took drugs. I just hope she didn't took drugs.I just hope she didn't took drugs." Was the main thought in my head, I tried calling her before getting on the plane but her phone was off so I left her a voicemail

-"Amy, I know we didn't spoke but I'm on my way, Please don't take those drugs, I love you!"

I got off the plane and tried to call Amelia again
-"I know you're mad at me but I love you and I'm not going to let you trough it alone"
Amelia still didn't pick up.

I drove to our house and opened the door, I saw Amelia's phone on the desk "so this is why she didn't answered me" but I didn't saw anyone, I turned around and saw Amelia holding a little bag with pills

-"Arizona!?" Amelia was shock

-"Amy I'm here now, please give me those pills"

-"You here now? Where were you all this time? And don't call me Amy! You lost the right to call me Amy when you decided to sleep with your ex!"

-"Amelia I know I made a horrible mistake! just please give me the pills, you're grieving!"

-"Meredith run off somewhere and took the kids with her so I'm all alone" Amelia mumble sobbing

-"You're not all alone, You have me, Always! even when we fight, Please give me the pills Amelia" I have tears in my eyes and I'm worried like hell
Amelia put the pills in my hands and I felt such a relief but then I hugged her really fast

-"I'm here, you're not alone" I stroked her hair

-"Derek died" She said and put her head on my shoulder and started crying

-"I know " Tears starts falling of my eyes, Derek was my friend! A really good friend and he save my life but it's not about me. I need to be strong for her, so I wiped my tears off and suck it up.

-"He's really dead" Amelia still crying in my hands
I hugged her really tight

-"I'm so sorry Amy, for everything I've done, I don't love my Ex-wife. I love you!"

-"I love you more" Amelia mumble
I took Amelia into the house and stayed with her.

No one's POV:
After 15 minutes they set on the couch Amelia run out of tears and then Arizona opened her mouth
-"I cheated"

-"We ware separate, you didn't cheat on me"

-"No, I cheated on my ex-wife, We said horrible things and we ended up getting a divorce" Arizona finally confesses

-"Oh"

-"I'll understand if you want me to leave" Arizona stand up and Amelia grabs her hand

-"Don't leave but I'm just so mad at you right now"

-"I know but I'm not a cheater Amelia!" She set back down

-"I'm not mad at you for cheating I'm mad at you for not telling me! This all stupid fight could have not happened Arizona!"

-"What?"

-"Arizona I'm not going to brake up with you for cheating on your ex, it was a long time ago and all I can hope is that you love me enough for not cheating on me"

-"Amy look me in my eyes" Amelia did it

-"I wasn't thinking when I cheated I was so stupid and I have nothing to say to justify that. But Amy, I love you! I watched my ex and daughter flew away and I was sure I'm going to cry because they're leaving but I cried because you weren't there, with me, you missed a chance to meet my daughter because I was so afraid of losing you and in the end, I did ended up losing you. All I wanted is to just go to my parents, I was at my parents not with my ex. And my mom told me I'm doing a mistake and then I got a call from Alex and my heart stopped when he told me about Derek, and Meredith being gone and still, all I could think about was you! I was stupid and I love you, I never gonna cheat on you Amelia Shepherd because you're the love of my life" Arizona with tears in her eyes

-"I was stupid too, Arizona I'm so sorry for saying 'I wish I never met you' because it's a lie! The best thing that happened to me was that day at the bar, and I'm a former addict so I'm not going into bars..."

-"Arizona Robbins I love you" Arizona and Amelia put their foreheads together and then kissed

-"I love you more" Arizona whispered

5 Hours ago
Amelia is at her house sleeping and she heard a knock on the door, it was Alex, Maggie and Owen

-"What is happening? Why are you all here? I told Derek I'm fine I don't need babysitters!"

-"Amelia..." Amelia looked at Alex's eyes and she knew something isn't right

-"Who's dead?" Her smile faded away

-"WHO'S DEAD?" Amelia raised her voice

-"It's Derek..." Owen finely said it

-"Oh" Amelia didn't said anything she just got out of the house and drove somewhere, this is when Alex called Arizona

-"What is it Alex?"

-"Come home Arizona, Derek died"

-"What?!"

-"Derek died Arizona. He was driving to a job interview and he got into a car accident and he didn't make it" Arizona was shocked

-"Meredith run away we can't even find her"

-"Amelia knows?"

-"Yes, she does"

-"I'm coming"

A week after Derek death:
Arizona's POV:
I was in the cafeteria line with Alex and Maggie and I heard a woman talking
-"Two hours, Two! For routine neuro consult! I get we down a guy but I'm sorry, the borde need to get off their asses and hire a new neurosurgeon already"

-"Don't make a scene it's not worth it" Maggie said and looked at me I rolled my eyes

-"I know"

-"It's irresponsible is what is it! Is bad management! How hard is it to find..." Ok that was it.

-"Really? Really? You think we should get off our asses we should do you that solid because the lost of our colleague and friend is all about YOUR needs YOUR schedule?! You think we should be sensitive to that? How about you take a minute to think about the parson, the talent, the life that we lost! How about you think before you start complaining that Derek Shepherd's death is been inconvenient for you!" Everyone just stared at us and then they came back to whatever their was doing
-"I made a scene" I left the cafeteria