ON HOLD ' 3 years had gone by since chris and doja haven't spoken, no letters, no phone calls, nothing from one another. But when their parents came to a agreement to have family time that they finally face each others demons.
Can chris forgive do...
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Doja really hurt me man , she really broke me deep. Hearing that she done killed the only thing that would've saved me from my demons is really getting to me, I mean I understand that we was toxic and I was a pain in the ass but does that give you a right to kill our child ? A child that would've made us a family officially? Since that day I haven't been talking to doja I really wanted my space with everyone including the boys, these niggas knew and didn't tell me right away which is fucking bogus, if they knew doja wasn't going to tell me why don't you guys ? The loyalty is so fucked up in this world it makes me not even want to be here to witness anymore bullshit.
" you okay baby" alena asked, I was in the shower just standing there in the water in deep thoughts she came into the shower naked , I really didn't want to be bothered by her neither.
" I'm straight " she smiled wrapping her arms around my neck she stepped on her tippy toes to kiss my lips, I kissed her back but I wasn't really in the mood.
" you sure ?" She asked rubbing her hands down my chest as I felt her hand going down to my dick I grabbed her hand stopping her.
" what's wrong ?" She asked my mind is in too many places right now , my irritation is up to 100, me not being on my meds is making it worse I let go of her arm and got out the shower, grabbing the big towel and wrapping it around my waist.
" Chris what the hell ?" She asked I walked out of the bathroom.
" I don't want to be bothered alena , please" I said drying off so I could get dress.
" you've been acting funny since your sister got here chris-"
" alena please not today , okay ?" I said looking at her she crossed her arms over her chest.
" why not ? It's so fucking unfair that you treating me like this chris. I don't know what happened the other day but if you want to talk about it-"
" oh my god " I groaned out she's was being very annoying I don't mean to be a bitch towards her but damn if a nigga say he's not in the mood then leave me the hell alone it's simple as fuck.
" chris you are being very childish at your age, either talk to me or don't I really don't care" I put on my shirt and pants and looked at her I didn't say anything.
" CHRIS !"
" what !? What the fuck do you want from me ? I don't want to be bothered by you alena damn" I yelled back at her she looked at me like I hurt her feelings but it was the truth
" what did I ever do to you?" I sighed rubbing my hands down my face
" you did nothing"
" then why you treating me like this ? Getting angry- did you take your medicine?" I rolled my eyes and went to find my shoes.
" is this why you being suck an ass towards me ? You're not taking your medicine-"
" it doesn't matter-"
" OF COURSE IT MATTERS CHRIS ! It matters if you treating someone you love like shit every day for no reason ! I don't want to marry anybody that don't care about their spouses feelings-"
" then take the fucking ring off alena shit , I don't give a fuck" I said before walking out of the room and slamming the door shut I walked down the stairs and seen my father and my step mom sitting on the couch.
" everything's okay chris ? " my father asked
" yeah " I respond as I walked out of the front door, I seen doja sitting on the porch smoking a blunt we looked at eachother but I rolled my eyes walking off the porch to walk from her but I stopped. Fuck , I hate that she did what she did but I can't help but to forgive her and love her still.
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I turned around and walked back up towards her and grabbed her arm pulling her up from the chair.
" what-" I dragged her towards the side of the house pushing her up against the brick wall she looked a little scared maybe because she doesn't know what I was about to do, shit I don't know what I'm about to do. I love this girl to death and it's like why ? Why can't I see her as just my step sister ? Why can't I live a free uncomplicated life with alena ? It's bogus that I'm even doing this to her
" chris .. "
" fuck did you do to me ?" I asked
" I didn't do anything-"
" you did , you made me fall in love with you hard doja, you killed our child and I still love you! I can't stay away from you. I need you in my life-"
" chris calm down" I was heated up , she tried to touch my arm but I moved my arm from her. Grabbing her instead and pinned them above her head getting into her face.
" I want to hate you ... why can't I hate you ?" I asked
" I - I don't know chris your scary me" she said I regret not being there for doja , I regret not chasing after her when she is the love of my life. I allowed her to get away from me which was a mistake
" marry me " her eyes widen " do you love me ?"
" y-yes but chris I can't .. we can't-"
" you walked out of my life and told me you regret it. I regret letting you and I won't let you do it again .. marry me baby and all would be forgiven" I said she was speechless
" O-okay "
" okay?" She smiled I let her arms go and she jumped on top of me, wrapping her arms over my shoulder
" I want to marry you .. I want everything with you" she said kissing my lips my heart almost jumped out of my chest , she said yes
" I love you"
" I love you too" she said back " wait .. what about alena ?" She asked
" I'll Handle that baby don't worry .. just promise me something"
" okay "
" promise me you'll never abort our kids, never leave me without letting me know.. promise me" we locked our eyes with one another
