ON HOLD ' 3 years had gone by since chris and doja haven't spoken, no letters, no phone calls, nothing from one another. But when their parents came to a agreement to have family time that they finally face each others demons.
Can chris forgive do...
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It played over and over in my head since last night , I said yes to chris, I said yes to marry the love of my life it's crazy as how we went to fighting over my choice of getting rid of the baby to now getting married.. I mean it's so like us to even do such a thing I wonder how chris is going to tell alena, how she's going to take it, he promised to tell her today that he wants to call off the wedding and I'm actually nervous as hell.
" doja y'all are fucking stupid !" Ashley said walking into the room slamming the door shut.
" what-"
" marriage? Really bitch ? After all that screaming and crying and beating eachother asses y'all about to get married ? What type of shit is that - and don't fucking say cause y'all love eachother cause clearly a bitch can tell." She went on not letting me speak a word I get that our friends isn't a fan of me and Chris's situation but who gives a fuck about what they think ? They did more fucked up since in the past they couldn't judge us for our feelings towards one another.
" Ashley I don't have to explain anything that to you no to anybody else , if ya Nigga kept his mouth shut we wouldn't had a problem the other night "
" girl I know damn well you not about to blame everything on Danny's ass! Yeah he should've kept his mouth shut but bitch you should've told chris " I smacked my lips rolling my eyes at her
" well damage is done" she came over and sat by me, she handed me the blunt she had in her hand I grabbed it and sparked it up.
" you and chris are weird bitch , and what about alena" I started smoking the blunt.
" he said he was going to tell her the wedding is off"
" you think he is ?" I looked at her accidentally blowing the smoke into her face.
" he better , I fucked up my life loving this nigga"
" and what if he don't huh ? You going to leave again ?" I passed her the blunt.
" I have no choice but to Ashley , you think I can watch him marry someone else that isn't me ? It doesn't make sense-"
" girl it didn't make since when y'all was together 3 years ago bitch, you really need to think about ya life choices D. First you hate this man now you love him, he hates you then love you .. it's the same shit all over again" she said she's right , this is a rush this isn't thought over I just agreed because I want him in my life forever me and chris really didn't process everything, all the pain and the betrayal we brought in each others lives.
" I'm so stupid " I whispered to myself
" no you're not-"
" I am ash , everything is the same shit since then. The arguing and the making up , the lying and the disrespect ain't shit change but our age. I agreed to marry a man that hasn't changed , I haven't changed. " I said
