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dear chung yuna,

do you know why i was crying in the classroom?

why i told you to stay with me?

well, it's because i wouldn't be seeing you again.

my parents told me the night before that we were moving once i finish my second year of high school. i don't recall what the reason was, but i couldn't care less because i was so sad that i was moving...

again.

it had been our 5th time since we've moved, and now i was moving again. i really liked it there, at our high school. i saw yeosang after a long time, made new friends...

and met you.

you were the highlight of my life at the time.

every day, just a glimpse of you would make everything alright.

your smile and laughter would make me feel warm.

your presence would make me feel safe.

you know, i really wanted to hug you.

i really wanted to hold you in my arms for the first and last time,

to tell you the reason behind my sorrow...

but, i was a coward.

i was afraid of rejection, of pain.

i was afraid of looking weak in front of you.

i was afraid of ruining what we have built together for the last few months.

now that i know about your feelings of me in the past, i truly feel foolish.

if only i had the courage to confess that day, then maybe things would have been different today.

with lots of love,

j. wy

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