Wolf Spirit

6 • Realisation •

I still sit in the library with the book open in my lap, in shock as it all processes through my brain. This day could change so much for me, I'm not just a nobody with a forgotten background anymore, I have to find out more.

I search through my memories trying to find one about when I was reading about Alphas and the Royal family.

I remember it said something about them being similar in some ways but very different in others. They both show signs of shifting one to two months before their 18th birthday but both transformations are very different - Royal's are more painful as they have more powerful and bigger wolfs. I suddenly think back earlier to my dream from last night, that is still a mystery to me I don't remember much of what was around me apart from who I think were my parents - I wasn't really paying attention to the surroundings -I'll have to piece together what was going on somehow. I have started a journey now that I cannot stop,I need to get answers about my past. I've finally had enough of living life in the dark, it's so unsatisfying and I feel like I need to do this to be happy with myself and not feel alone.

I snap out of my thoughts and look back down again, though this time I look at the passage about Royals. It says that no royals are believed to be living but there is still a small chance that someone from the royal family could be alive. This is new, it was always said that they were definitely dead. It also says that there have been many people to question whether them and their daughter are still" alive but in hiding.

Wow, that's so sad - they could still be alive and have to sit there every day and watch their world have no proper order. It's not as if no one ever found their bodies or questioned their death they just accepted it and got on with their lives. This means they could be living, wouldn't that be amazing? They would bring back so much equality among werewolves and better lives for people like me with no living relatives. Or I could have living relatives somewhere that just don't know about me? I need to achieve something in my life, I have to go and search for my family, I can't just sit here like everyone else did when the royals were supposedly killed. I have to do something. Who am I to sit here in shock, when I could be searching for my relatives, I'm not going to give up like everyone else in my world has. You have to fight for the things you love and do what's right.