Torn

Chapter. 19

The driver pulled up to our street and I could feel my heart rate increase I practically begged Trey to stay in London another week but he said we had to get back to our lives. I never told the truth about Me And August but I did try I just wasn't successful. The thought of me losing Trey feels like a ton of bricks falling on my head I don't wanna lose him and I know seeing August might tempt me im not ready to see him yet mostly cause I don't trust myself.

"You mad at me?"

"Of course not babe we definitely need to get back to work, why you ask that?."

"Cause I know you really wanted to stay In London, honestly I'm surprised you didn't want to rush home to start wedding planning."

"I do wanna plan I...I just don't wanna share you I wanted you all to myself alittle longer. "

"I know babe let me finish up some work and we will have another mini vacation I promise."

"Ok babe."

I grabbed my purse and made my way up the path to our house as I grabbed for the knob thoughts of August filled my head, was he here?, should I tell him about our engagement?, Is he gonna Get mad once he finds out?. He kept sending me pictures of him naked and texts while I was away I literally broke my phone just so I could escape him.

"Tahj Baby whats wrong? You plan on opening the door today?"

"Oh sorry babe its nothing." I said opening the door.

" I was just thinking about getting a new phone."

"Oh yea I will go get you one tomorrow, I thought you was thinking about August."

"Huh what? , why would you say that?."

"Cause he was supposed to be leaving, and if he's here we can't have our alone time."

"Oh yea thats true."

Just hearing his name gave my chills Its not love Its pure seductive lust. Its not like he's so much better then Trey its just new and different. Its really getting old trying to censor myself or Trying not to sound a certain way when it comes to August Im gonna get caught. I need to make a decision soon.

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Thats the last one, I finally got all my shit unpacked and my place looks pretty good. I flopped down on the couch and flipped through the channels looking for anything to watch. I ended up on the cooking channel which made me hungry. I took a look in my fridge and it looked like a liquor store I need to go shopping I grabbed my phone and keys but I couldn't find my wallet, shit I left it and Tahj house since she ain't text me back I guess they aint home yet I can go slide over there real quick and get it plus I leave they keys.I hopped in lucille and headed to they house.

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"ok so strawberry Ice Cream, soda, water and what else?."

"Wine!.oooh and popcorn!"

"Icecream and popcorn you gonna be sick. "

" Shut up the pop corn is for now the ice cream is for later." I Said with a wink.

"Mmmm dont get me started I wont make it to the store."

"Just hurry back the pizza is almost ready." I said checking the oven.

"Ok Be right back. "

Trey and I decided to rent some movies and pig out I threw a couple of pizzas in the oven. I Found some dip in the cabinet so I decided to whip that up I texted Trey and told him to buy Preztels and chips. I decided to make a cute little snack Tray for us so I searched the cabinets for snacks.

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I opened the door that led to the kitchen and I got a eyesight full of Tahj.

She didnt even turn around she just yelled out Baby did you forget something.

" Yea my wallet."

She turned around like She saw a ghost.

"A..A... what are you doing here?"

I stepped towards her and she took a step back.

"Damn you act like you ain't happy to see a nigga."

"I am you just surprised me thats all."

"Yea I left my wallet here I just came to get it, but how was your trip you had fun?."

"Yea I did."

"Why you so far away from me you didn't miss me."

"........"

I walked towards her backing her in the counter.

" I said did you miss me."

"August Please Trey will be home any minute."

"Mayne when you gonna realize I don't give a fuck about that man."

"But August..."

"You remember how wet she got the last time we fucked, she's always so Juicy for me."

"August I cant I'm...en.."

I crashed my lip into hers cutting off whatever she had to say. I picked her up and carried her to our favorite spot in the basement. I didn't have to worry about turning her on she was always so ready. After about 10mins of pounding Tahj up I heard The upstairs open and Trey call out to her I tried to pin her down and keep going but she jumped up fixed herself and ran upstairs.

I fixed my pants and wiped the sweat from my forehead head I found my wallet and grabbed a bag just to make it seem like I came to get some shit I left.

I hate being fake with this man but I gonna out baby girl like that, atleast not yet.

"Hey August I seen you car outside whats up man."

My dick cause your girl didn't finish fucking me.

"Nothing man I moved out offically yesterday but forgot my wallet and this bag an shit so how was London?."

" Tahj didn't tell you?."

"Nah we didn't exactly talk."

I gave her a glance but she dropped her head.

"We got engaged , we getting married man."

I damn near choked on my spit. I looked at her but she wouldn't return my gaze.

" Wow th..that's great... when I first got her yall was far from that now look."

"I know right Im so happy show him the ring baby."

She weakly showed me her hand but she never looked at me.

"Well congrats Tahj you finally go what you wanted Ma. Well Trey man thanks for letting me here The things I experienced here you couldn't imagine."

I handed him his keys and engaged I didnt see that coming. The real question is how long will I have to wait until she back riding this dick. I smirked to myself I'll give it two weeks.