Torn

Chapter. 5

I am so pissed I could  fight I should  have  been told him I was mad but like always I held that shit in. I blew up my air mattress  in my studio I need  to sleep alone tonight, I climbed in the bed an looked up at the ceiling.

What the fuck is that smell,is that  weed? so now Trey  smokes again.  I threw on my robe following the smell to the patio. this Nigga cant be serious August was  sitting  on the patio with no shirt on basketball shorts with  his feet on the rail blowing smoke in the air.

"What the hell are you doing?.:

"Wassup ma..I mean Tahj dinner was slamming thank you  a nigga enjoyed it very much ,you smoke?"

"No, an i dont want  that  shit in my house."

"Righttttt but im not in the house  im on the patio, plus Trey said it's cool."

"Of course he did."

"Relax Ma you need a blunt, a drink ,dick or something  you too uptight loosen up."

"What  you say to me?"

"Ma why you  stressinig over a nigga not marrying  you?,you got your  whole life for that  shit you still in your  20's live life have fun party smoke weed get drunk  that nigga gonna marry you he just scared an you only want  that shit cause it feel like forever but it aint so relax now again enjoy your youth... you wanna hit this blunt?"

Uggg he drives me crazy

"He told yo...you know what nevermind Goodnight  August ,oh you need to gain about 20pounds before you start goin shirtless."

"You must like seeing my tats an shit you know you wanna kiss on them. ..damn that's hot I should write that down."

"Boy please you gotta be atleast 100 pounds to ride this ride."

"Oh Im hundred pounds but 90 of it is di...."

"August!!!"

"Im fucking with you ma but see you smiled."

I turned around an walked in the house was I just flirting with him omg what the fuck is wrong with me his conversation is just so intensing  but he's right I know  Trey loves me an when the times right  he will marry me. I went up stairs in our room an knocked on the door.

"Come in!"

"Hi"

"Hi,Tahj look im sor....."

"No im sorry baby I did overreact  I know when the times right you will give me all of you."

"You already have all of me but I will give  you my last name."

"I love you. "

And I love you, come here I climbed on Treys lap an looked in his eye we stayed like that for a minutes until  he said.

"Babe  I was thinking maybe you could just settle for feeling all of me."

"Lol you so nasty."

"But you like it tho."

"Yes I do come here. "

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Last night  was just  what I needed I didnt realize I was holding out for a month that man showed me no mercy he never does tho I walked downstairs  to grab something to eat an whos sitting on  my kitchen counter  shirtless.

"Um good morning August can you get your ass off my counter an I thought  i told  you to wear a shirt."

"Nah you told me to gain weight plus I pay Trey some rent so the shirt stays off plus Trey said it was cool I asked...  now if you can't handle all this lightskin I will cover up."