Torn

Chapter . 21

Its been a while since Ive seen or heard from August and even tho he kicked me out his dressing room the last time I seen him I still got love from him. I figure by now he moved into his place so I'm just gonna show up since Im the one who picked out most of his furniture It's only right I see how it all came out. I ran my fingers through my hair and smoothed out my maxi dress I tapped the door again waiting for him to open the door.

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This living alone stuff is cool I just finished whipping up some food so I sat in the living room with my feet up watching the game. I definitely was wrong about Tahj I haven't heard from her all month I guess she over a nigga I'm not pissed she don't know what she missing.

**Knock Knock***

Who the fuck is at my door when I tell you no one knows where I live except for Bartender and she always calls first. I grabbed my gun from under the couch I may have left the hood but I aint dumb. I held my piece up and looked through the peep hole but they was covering it ok I see they wanna play dumb I opened the door and stood behind it waiting for them to come in as soon as i seen there shadow I put my gun to the temple.

"A...August its me G..ina."

I lowered my gun looked at her like she was crazy.

"Fuck you doing here Ma and why you playing games you damn near lost your life."

" I see."

I was about to ask her how she know where I stay but I forgot she was the first person I brought here when I brought the place.

"Can I come in or are gonna shoot me."

"It depends."

I left her standing at the door reclaiming my seat on the couch. Gina was cool but she be on some shit I  have no problem shooting her in the thigh.

"Wow August the place came out really nice .....you welcome!."

"If I wanted to thank you I would have."

"Damn whats with the attitude?"

"Why are you here I made myself very clear I don't fuck with you anymore"

"Don't you miss this I know I do."

I took a sip of my beer and laughed.

"Miss what You act like I hit Ma, I only let you taste it and I didn't let you do that you took it."

"Exactly I know you miss the way I do it."

"I've Had better." I said dryly.

I know that was harsh but When I don't fuck with you no more I don't care about your feelings I never was attracted to Gina she was just the homie but she can't accept that. She got up I guess to leave but she walked towards the back probably to go to the bathroom I really want no parts of this woman I wish she would just leave.
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"So what you gonna do while Treys Gone?"

"I don't know clean up,shop,fuck August."

Steph spit her water out across the table causing me to laugh.

"What!!."

"Relax sis it was joke I will be no where near August."

"Have you heard from him?"

"No he hasn't called me and I haven't contacted him I don't have his number anymore It didn't transfer over to my new phone."

"Do you wanna talk to him? "

"I would be lieing if I said No I still think about him,I wanna tell Trey the truth every second of every day but I can't find the words to say."

She just shock her head but I could read her thoughts. she doesn't understand me and shes disappointed in me hell I'm disappointed in myself.