Torn

Chapter. 11

I spent all of yesterday In my room getting my feelings in order I eventually got up an called Trey I actually felt better after I spoke to him. One thing about him he can always put a smile on my face I really can't wait to see him.  I laced up my sneakers an headed out the door for a morning jog to help clear my head.

After running a few miles I started getting hungry so I stopped by a cafe not to far from Ginas house I really miss her I pulled out my phone  an texted her where I was an asked if we could talk hopefully she responds an we can fix this.

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After shopping with August yesterday I was beat.Since I work from home I got up an made us some breakfast that nigga dont wanna fuck me but always wanna lay up in my crib I got something for his ass tho. Before you start judging Im not a hoe Im more of a go getter  I see what I want an I go get it.  That night at the club he was all over me so the sudden shyness I dont understand but I'm gonna end all that I put the Bacon, eggs an toast on a tray with a glass of orange juice an took It in my room to wake up August, after shaking him a few times he woke up.

"You lucky you got breakfast or I would be cursing you out."

"Whatever take this Tray its getting heavy."

August moved up to the edge of the bed  an took the Tray I waited until he was good in his meal before I dropped to my knees an had a meal of my own just friends my ass he aint saying that shit while his dick is hitting the back of throat.  

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I guess Gina is still mad cause she didn't respond to my text I started to go over there but I decided to go visit my sister instead,I flagged a cab an called steph an let her know I was on my way.

"What's up Steph Hows my niecey feeling."

"Much better  driving us  crazy as usual."

"Where is my brother in law?"

"In his man cave as usual ever since he got that big ass tv I barely see him."

"Lol what is he doing down there? ."

"Girl I don't know your guess is as good as mine Probably watching Porn an jerking off lol."

"Lmao yuk."

"You don't gotta worry about that Mrs.Songz Im sure Trey saves all his jeez for you....it would be nice to have a niece  or nephew."

"It would be nice but I cant even get a ring a baby is a strech."

"It will happen sissy just be patient now about that skinny guy i saw the other day what's his story."

Ive been trying my hardest to block August out my mind since that day but it's hard because although I felt bad for what I did it felt right.

"Umm he's cool."

"Cool? That man is fine an Trey leaves you with him I would have to lock myself in my room."

"Yea I guess."

"Tahj Spill it you know something is he gay."

"No!....its....nothing"

"Im your big sister tell me."

I didnt wanna say nothing but I gotta talk to someone about how Ive been feeling About August  so I told steph everything.

"Damn girl You got a problem You still love Trey?."

"Of course he's the love of my life but August is just...."

"Something new!."

"Yea...what do I do?."

"Don't tell Trey an get That temptation out your house."

"Your right Its time for August to go."