Now I am in this state of my life. It feels like I am being tied with a lock on my feet. When I was a child, I always prayed for me to be an adult because I thought life was really okay with them.
They can do what they want. They will not need to sleep in the afternoon. They drink and just do what they want in their lives.
But now that I'm in this state, everything is difficult. Now I wish to be a kid forever, hugging my mom and fighting with my siblings. I just hope that I will not regret the dream I want in the end.
Three years after...
"Do you know what I do just to make that money with you all? " I shouted at them.
"It's not like that Nara, Anak. We're grateful! I apologize for saying those words to you, Nara... "My mom said
"Of course, You expect me to be calm and let the things pass. You always liked that, like nothing is wrong! Ma..Pa! Tatlong taon... Tatlong taon ko 'to dala dala tangina! Di ho ako robot, may nararamdaman ako. Tao ako at hindi isang pasakan ng baterya!"
"The only dream, I want is to have peaceful life, Where I can be myself freely. Where there's no need to hide. Because I am tired of it all."
-dimelight
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Non-FictionOften, we need somebody to talk to, rely on, or live with for the rest of our lives. Once things just don't work out, you'll lose the love, trust, and all you've invested in. So you'll just wonder why your existence or why you're in that position.
