Hope of the future (vigilante Nozomi)

Where it all begin

Izuku pov
[middle school]

Trigger warning ⚠️
Contains suicide baiting and attempt

"Maybe you should just take swan dive from the roof and wish quirk in your next life" Bakugos words echoed in my mind like it was only thing there. I never thought that my childhood best friend would say something like that, yes I've been beaten up since I was 4 but this is something what hit deeper than anything someone had said to me maybe because it has been on my mind for months or even years. "maybe I will" I whispered and by my surprise bakugo who was walking away turned around surprising emotion all over his face "what you say?" He asked "nothing" and I turned my head to look away. "Tch" and he walked away suspecting nothing.

Trigger warning over❤️

I got myself up after a while they really gave me hard time my back was aching and bruises were everywhere but luckily they avoided my face but like anyone cares what happens to me.

I finally got home and noticed my mom sleeping on the couch she had a long shift and probably just got home, she's most caring mother and I love her just to stay alive, yes she's reason I am still alive all because of her.
I put blanket on her and kissed her forehead and went to my room I decided to change something comfortable and collapsed on the bed staring at the roof and then my thoughts attacked

You are useless

Why are you alive

Take a swan dive from the roof

Fat

DEKU

I really am Deku hmm.. so I got up and went to bathroom

Trigger warning ⚠️ self harm

I take my razor from the hiding spot where it usually is and it was there like normally. I rolled my sleeves up and take a look at new, old cuts. I put razor to my skin and just start to slide it against it over and over again. My bathroom floor was red and air was full of iron did I go too far... I don't know if I went too far I was dizzy and I already saw black spots but I took some water and started patching my arms first I cleaned the cuts with alcohol which hurt like a bitch! After a while I finally got my hands patched up and it was time to clean the floor. I was really tired from not eating and blood loss but I gotta clean up, no one will never know.

Warning over

I finally got everything cleaned out and finally I was able to sleep

~time skiiip~

It was morning and my arms were pounding like crazy and my head was killing me and I need to go school FUCK I finally got up and looked at the clock I was not late but I still needed to hurry "I don't have time to clean my wounds fuck..." I quickly changed to my school uniform and hopefully my cuts won't open middle of the day...

I started running like my life depended on it when I noticed how late I was going to be late and that's a no no!

It took 15 minutes to run full speed to the school and I made it just in time, just when I sat down teacher came in and started teaching.

~quick time skip to lunch~

I spend my time mostly on the rooftop I don't really know why mostly because there were no one else there and the fresh air was just best and it all changed when certain someone non other than Bakugo Katsuki walked through the door. I admit I have crush on him who wouldn't but he is just so hard to be around with.

"Deku what are you starting at?!" He looked at me anger in his eyes oh well all over his face. I quickly look away and hope he would leave me alone, all I heard certain familiar sound "tch" I looked with a side eye to see where he is going and luckily he went other side of the rooftop.

It wasn't long time till he left leaving me alone again on the rooftop even though it was quiet all the time he were here it was nice I guess but soon the bell rang and that told me to get up and go to class. When I got up I felt very dizzy and black dot's took my vision and everything turned to dark.

CLIFFHANGER!!!

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