" Lets break up " he look at me dead in the eyes, ni hindi ko sya makitaan ng pagdadalwang isip. Puno ng di ko maipaliwanag na emosyon ang mata nya. Me on the other hand is stunned by what he said.
Okay kami, masaya kami kahapon umuwi kami sa kanya kanyang bahay na mahal ang isat isa. Kumunot ang noo ko ng unti unting nag sink in ang sinabi nya, tears cant seem to find its way out kasi ni isang patak ay walang lumabas. I feel nauseous and my stomach start to feel butterflies, my heart beats faster and i can feel my hand sweating. Gusto kong umiyak pero wala talagang lumabas.
Slowly i walk towards him and hold his hands, and it felt warm which makes my hands sweat even more. I cant look at him in the eyes kasi nasasaktan ko...
" Can you at least give me a reason? " every word felt shaky and unsure. I wanna know the reason but i dont want to be hurt more than I already am right know.
Inalis nya ang pagkakahawak ng kamay ko sa kanya at tiningnan ako.
" Wala na.... Hindi na kita mahal " sunod sunod pumatak ang mga luhang kanina pang gustong kumawala. Tiningnan nya lang ako ng walang emosyon. Napayuko ako at biglang bumikat ang paa ko na tila natulos sa katayuan.
" how can you leave me like this when all i did was to love you so much.. " basag na boses kong sabi habang nakatingin sa likod nito na palayo saakin.
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Hymn of Affliction
Roman pour AdolescentsPain is engraved in our souls, it makes us remember how someone can hurt you despite having pure intentions. We never heal but we have to move forward regardless of brokenness. Malia Dela Fuentes is known for her wondrous voice that could bring yo...
