Fuckboy Best friend || JJK

15

"As a friend. I love him as a friend and I don't want to lose him." You speak while staring at the ground.

Hyeon Su swings her arm around your neck clinging onto you.

"As much as I'd love to ship you both, I wouldn't do that. Honestly, it's better to not fall in love with Jungkook. He can only break hearts." You shoot her a glare poking your inner cheeks.

"Will you stop talking about him?" She nods her head letting out a chuckle.

"I heard, school is taking us on a trip." She suddenly speaks out of excitement.

"Yeah." She squeals as you both talk the entire way back to your house.

~~~~~~~~~

What will an ordinary person do in the middle of the night? The answer of a genius would be sleep. 

A common man would never call you in the middle of the night and ask you if you are sleeping or not. 

Jungkook is not one of them. 

"I am drawing on the clouds with my broom because I am bored of looking at the same blue sky." You almost scowl on the call when he asks you if you are sleeping at the fucking midnight. 

"Sounds like a fun activity. Can I join you?" You roll on your bed messing your hair in frustration. You regret picking up his call. 

"Jungkook, unless you wanna die, don't call me again." As soon as you hang up the call and throw your phone your doorbell rings. 

Your eyes shoot open as you sit up straight. You rush towards the door looking through the peek hole. 

You shut your eyes banging your head on the wall. 

Jungkook is standing out of your house with a goofy smile on his face. 

What the fuck is he doing here at this hour?

You open the door rolling your eyes at him.

"Jeon Jungkook, I am going to kill you for disturbing me." You literally hold out your hands to choke him but he holds your arms. 

"Chill out girl. Let's go on a walk." You scoff in disbelief shaking your head. 

Who the fuck goes out for a walk at this hour? 

"Are you drunk? Or sick maybe? Or did you finally lose the little piece of your brain?" He laughs at your reaction. For once you really forgot he is the one who has been abandoning you for a long time. 

You clear your throat looking away. "Please." You heave out a sigh throwing your head back. "Let me change." His grip tightens around your wrist as you say that. "We aren't going too far. Just come." He starts dragging you out of your house.

"Okay. let me at least wear my slippers." He nods his head still not leaving your hand. You shake your head wearing your slippers and locking your door before he drags you with him. 

You both walk on the footpath side by side. He isn't talking yet. You are confused by his sudden appearance in the middle of the night. 

"I was bored." If any car passes by, you surely are going to throw him in front of the car. 

"I thought nights were made for sleeping." He looks at you with a pout on his face as he slowly interwinds his fingers with yours. 

"I couldn't sleep." You take a deep breath narrowing your eyes at him. "And you decided to come here? Seriously Kook?" He nods his head looking straight on the road. "I couldn't think of... of anyone else." You let out a scoff looking away. 

"Do you think of me only in the time of crisis?" He wants to speak something but instead, he just shakes his head. 

After a few minutes of silence, you think of breaking the ice. 

"Weren't you with Soojin? She is ridiculously hilarious by the way." You don't even know why you added the last sentence. 

"She is ridiculous." Your eyes widen up when he says that. "ly hilarious." he completes his sentence breaking the eye contact. 

You rub your hands together as a sweat bead roll down your forehead. You don't even know why you are so nervous to ask him the other question that's in your mind. 

"Is something...." He stares at you waiting for you to continue. You bite your lips gulping down the hard lump forming in your throat. 

"Is something going on between you two." You notice how his eyebrows furrow. His face shouts confusion. 

"Like what?" But you don't miss the sight of how his adam moves up and down. "Like a relationship." Instantly you hear him chuckling. 

"Why do you care?" Even you ask that question to yourself every day but you still don't have an answer. 

"No... I just... She is not good." He rolls his eyes shaking his head. "How do you know? You never even talked to her." 

You bite your inner cheeks. "I have." It comes out as a whisper but he hears because it's too silent around. 

"Really? About what?" Well. 

You push your hair back rubbing your arms. 

"Just something." You expected a reply to your question but you didn't get an answer to that.

"I am like that with everyone." You chuckle shaking your head. "You are not. You are more friendly with her. You make it too obvious that you like her." There you said it but you are not ready for the consequences. 

"What about you, y/n? Didn't you make it obvious too that you like taehyung? And when I do the same you treat me differently." 

You have no words to say but you want to say a lot to him. 

"And aren't we just friends?" You ball your fists stopping on your track. You turn your body towards him. 

"Yes, we are just friends. Right. But, you know what? I don't want to be friends with you anymore. You are so annoying. And that Soojin is best for you because both of you are fucking stupid and heartless." 

He is taken aback by your reaction. He tilts his head raising his brow.
"Y/n, you know what you are saying?" 

You nod your head licking your lips.

"You are a piece of trash Jungkook, who has absolutely no goals in life. All you do is have several girls throwing themselves on you. That suits you. So please fuck off. Stop letting me believe every fucking time that I am someone important." 

You notice how his nerves are popping from his neck and how he is gritting his teeth. You know you've gone too far with your words but you couldn't help at the moment. 

Anger was taking the best of you.

"I didn't know you thought of me so little." 

And when he says that, you realize what you have actually said and how much it must have hurt him. You shut your eyes running your hands through your hair. 

"Jungkook, I didn't-"

He shows you his palm stopping you from speaking. Your heart sinks deeper as you get a strange feeling in your chest. 

He speaks a sentence before walking past you. You stand there as his words keep echoing in your ears. 

"Y/n, I don't think we can fix this!"