Fuckboy Best friend || JJK

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"What's wrong?" He is still holding your arms but his grip is a bit loose. He sounds calm but you know he isn't.

His question makes you think what's wrong.

"I thought we were best friends. What happened suddenly between us?" He asks you again.

As you stare at him, it gets more difficult for you to answer his question.

You're confused.

What actually happened? 

And then you remembered who's the root of all problems.

Soojin.

Since the very day she has entered your life everything has become a mess.

Or maybe she is not the problem.

Because you've literally seen Jungkook with every other girl and it never mattered.

But somehow, now it does.

Now you don't like that 'Fuckboy' label of his.

You're afraid because you can feel the change in yourself.

You can sense how your feelings for him are changing with every passing day.

And it's wrong.

"You ignored me. You remember when I came to your house telling you I want to return your pen?" He nods his head.

How can he forget that?

He still feels so stupid for doing that.

"I came to apologize because I thought I did wrong but the way you behaved, I hated it and then my mood swings and all and I just became more angry. I don't know like I really don't know why I am going what I am doing."

You tell him that. You just couldn't bring yourself to tell him that the actual reason for you to behave like a dick is Soojin.

She makes you think twice about the things you have never thought even once.

She's your biggest insecurity in one word.

He heaves out a sigh hanging his head low.

"Y/n, y/n. I am so sorry. I was so pissed off because what you said earlier and I don't know what I was trying to show you. It's... It's all my fault. I am so sorry."

And at that moment, you wanted to tell him, it's not his fault. It's yours.

It's because of that stupid heart which sometimes couldn't stop beating so wildly and sometimes skips so many beats together.

It's because of your stupid eyes who have started to see him in more detail.

It's that stupid brain of yours which can't stop thinking about him.

It's all you.

"It's okay."

It's not. You know things are going to go worse from now on.
Your problem isn't solved. It just became more complicated.

"I am sorry too. I am sorry for what I said that day, and the day after and yesterday. I didn't mean to hurt you." As he hears those words from your mouth, he hugs you.

At this moment, it was all you needed.

His hug.

It could do wonders. 

You hugged him back feeling his warmth. His cologne hit your nose and you knew, you are going to miss it.

When he hugs you, everything feels right.