Fuckboy Best friend || JJK

21

You shut your eyes kissing him. He trails his tongue along your jawline. You moan throwing your head back.
Your breath is uneven.

You're kind of loving this make out session with him. And you want this to stay like this forever.

As he opens a button of your shirt, you snap into reality.

You realize what you were about to do and the thought alone sends chills to your bones.

You push him away, sitting up straight on your bed.

"Shit- fuck-no. No, no, no. I can't do this with you." He sits up leaning to your side.

"Why? Why can't we?" You shake your head standing up from the bed.

"Because I don't want to be your toy Jungkook. I don't want to be one of those girls you play with." You are still not over the fact that you did try to do something with him.

You know how it can affect your friendship. Until yesterday, you were trying your very best to not lose a friend like him and now, you willingly did.

"Is that what you think about me
y/n?" He narrows his eyes as his voice sounds low. You shake your head. "No, it's what everyone thinks about you. And tell me if it's wrong."

He scoffs running his hand through his silky locks in frustration.

"I thought you knew me well." You chuckle nodding your head.

"I do Jungkook. That's why I stopped what was going to happen." He pokes his inner cheeks walking closer to you.

"Y/n, don't act as if we are strangers. I am not what you think or everyone thinks." You shake your head swinging your index from finger left to right.

"No, stop it. Enough, please. Stop treating me as if I mean a lot to you-" He cuts you off holding your arms.

"You do. You mean a lot-"

"No, Stop it. Please, stop hurting me like this. I can't do it anymore. I am tired of it." You shout as tears roll down your cheeks.
You don't even know why you're crying.

"Jungkook, stop treating me like I mean to you and then push me away like a stranger."

"When did I ever push you away?"

"Every time. You do it every time. I Fucking hate you, Jeon." He scoffs balling his fists.

"Great y/n. Tell me if you don't want to be friends with me anymore. Why make excuses?" You nod your head wiping your tears.

"Right, I don't even want to see your face."

"As if I am dying to see yours." When the two of you are done shouting, you rush to the bathroom changing into your clothes not caring if they are wet or not.

You come out and throw his shirt on his face walking out of the room. 

~~~~~~~~~

He looks at the time and is actually worried that you haven't returned till now. He takes his phone walking downstairs. 

He sees the old woman still sitting in her seat just the way she was earlier. He walks towards her. "Excuse me?" He has to wait for exactly two minutes before she looks up. "Do you, by chance, know where is the girl who came with me?"

She stares at him for a while before giving him a small piece of paper. 

He frowns reading the note that he already makes out is by you. 

'Gonna find my way.'

"Holy shit!" He rushes towards the forest turning on his flashlight. "Seriously, y/n?" He mutters to himself while walking through the green trees which he would've loved in some different conditions. 

He walks and walks and soon he sees some lights and as he walks closer he is already out of the forest and is standing in the garden of the resort. 

He sees everyone in the ground with you hugging Hyeon Su. 

"Jungkook is back too." Taehyung speaks giving him a bro hug. 

"Are you two okay?" You look at him and as soon as your eyes meet him, you look away nodding your head. 

"Alright, let's go back then!" The teacher speaks clapping her hands. 

You walk towards your room as Taehyung is walking on your other side. He is probably asking if you are okay but you don't reply to him.

You're somehow stuck on that kiss.

And it's not one time, you've had a kiss with him twice.

You can't either deny that fact that you did have several dirty thoughts of him.

In your head, you've already tried 70 different positions with him.

As gross as it may sound, it is what it is.

And now, you can't even deny the fact, that maybe, you would want to fantasize about him, just one percent.

You get it, why girls die to have a single Fuck with him.

On the other hand, you also want things to stay as it is between you and Jungkook. You don't want to be his one night stand.

And that clearly proves you want him as something more.

"Have a good night." Taehyung speaks to the two of you. You nod your head opening the door.

Before you slam the door shut, there's one last eye contact you make with Jungkook.

And in that moment, the two of you have had a talk already but none of you agree to believe it.

~~~~~~~

You couldn't sleep.

How could you? If you close your eyes, then you are reminded of the kiss and if you open your eyes, you want to close them again and drown in the moment where the kiss happened.

You heave out a sigh slowly getting up from your bed.

It's early in the morning and everyone is asleep because last night things happened, yeah.

You quietly walk out of your room, wanting some fresh air to clear out a mind.

If it helps.

You walk towards the lake closing your eyes.

You cross your arms inhaling fresh air.

"Let's talk." This sudden voice makes you flinch.

Your reaction would have been the same. Like, hitting him or something for scaring you but you don't react at all.

"I don't want to." You turn around walking where your feet takes you.

It's good until you're walking away from him.

"Stop. I want to talk to you." He follows you behind as you are just increasing your pace.

But suddenly you are being pulls and pinned on the nearby tree.

You feel his breath right over your cheeks and only you know, how much it is affecting you.

It takes you all your might to control the freaking teenage hormones.

He stares into your eyes as if he could see his world in it.

You wish he could.

Uh-huh! What?

"If we don't talk, things will just get worse. Let's sort it out, okay?"