The New girl

Y did u really abandoned me?

Kiara's pov

'Plz Tell Me' i begged again

 'Ok'

'Go on'

'Ok, ur the first person i've ever told the truth, the reason i left u is because, when i got pregnant and had u, i-it was my plan to do that and——'

'WHAT?!!'

Tears immediatly filled my eyes.

'K'lah let me—'

'No, i cant believe when u decided to have ur child, it was your plan to abandon it, Why tf  didnt u abort me then?'

'No k'lah, it isnt like that'

'Then how tf is it?'

'will u let me explain without u interrupting?'

'Sure' i said rolling my eyes

'It was plan to abandon u but, after i did that i got pregnant again and i said that i would love to be in both of y'alls life, but the day i called ur dad he said that he's keeping u and ur not coming back to me. and it was me and ur father's plan to abandon u.

'What?! dad was apart of this too?'

'Yes baby'

'How can i believe u?'

'baby u have to believe me, none of u were planning to telling to tell u this, but u and ur sister were borned with a weak heart'

'wait i have a sister?'

'Yes, but its not ur father's child'

'Oh, continue'

'u had a weak heart

'how could i have a weak heart, i dont feel any pain in there?'

'Because ur grandma gave u hers'

'Aww, how nice of grandma'

'Yes, she was nice, ver-ry nice to give u'

'Anyways, I want to meet to know more about this "sister" of mine'

'Well her name is La'quay, she's 15, going to 16 in november, i havent told u when i gave birth to u, 3 weeks later, i was pregnant again, and gave birth to her 3 weeks later after ur birthday' 

'Wait, so when u were pregnant with me, u were having sex with someone else?'

'yea'

'Dont do that, admit it, u were cheating on dad, while u were pregnant with me.' 

'K'lah, lower ur voice, and as i said, we werent together, we were young and naive, and didnt know what we were doing, and we werent together at that time.'

'so u slept with another dude from college?'

'no, he was my neighbour'

'Ok, whatever'

'So, do u want to meet her?'

'Sure, i would love to'

'So, tomorrow after school, i;m gonna pick u up and we're going straight over there okay?'

'okay'

i went up to my room and layed down on my bed an look up at the ceiling and started thinking about why my mom really left me?

What did i do to her? why didnt she want me?Is something wrong with me? was i ugly? 

Why didnt she just abort me?or put me up for adoption.