Chapter -9 (Pain)

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Aaighnly's Pov

You are my fvcking problem!...

You ungrateful bitch!...

Useless!..

Useless!...

Useless!...

The words keep repeating in my head as I'm punching Theo

There was blood on my heads but i didn't care, all i could care about is punching john...
John?
At that exact moment i realize that I'm actually punching Theo...
Why did he say that?
That hurt more than i thought it would,
It made me realize that no one loves me...no one needs me... No one will ever care...

I felt someone grab me and pulled me into a tight hug, i tried to push them back but they were strong, holding me tight against their chest.
A sob escaped my mouth and another one untill i was full on crying

I have never cried so much in my life
For the first time I was able to express all of my anger and all of the pain i have been hiding inside of me for years

I'm in pain...
I'm broken...

And i will never be fixed...

{all of this is happening inside the jet. Lol}

Its ok
Its ok
You're fine
Just breathe for me a bit..
There we go
You are doing so well
Follow my heart beat ok love?
So good for me
That's it
You are doing so good

I am sat on the ground hugging Lorenzo, while he whispered sweet nothings in my ear, i feel so vulnerable right now
I feel... I don't know how to describe it...
I feel...
I feel...

I... Feel... Safe?...
Safe...
Safe...

I feel safe, we sit there while he is trying to make me calm down from my breakdown and i feel better though i am feeling bit tired

"Are you ok?" he asked softly
I nod my head yes slowly, playing with the bracelet on my hand

"Are you ok?" he asked softly I nod my head yes slowly, playing with the bracelet on my hand

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We all sat silently
Let me go and get the medical kid, Luciano broke the silence

He came back and sat next to me while gently taking my hands away from Lorenzo's shirt and started wiping the blood and a he cleaned it with purple spirit and wrapped it with a bandage

I put my head back on Lorenzo's chest and drifted of to sleep...









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~~~Lee

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