Chapter-12 (Cuts)

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Aaighnly POV

HE IS NOT MY SON!!

i hear as i walk down the stairs, i slowly walk towards the dining room room where all the noise is coming from and all i could hear is shouting, though some of the words are not clear

LET GO OF ME!!

WHAT ABOUT- ..... LORENZO-...... AAIGHNLY! ....

me? Lorenzo?
I walk closer to the room to try and listen to what they are saying

HE IS NOT MY SON! .... T-THIS USELESS! .... B*TCH! ... NOTHING TO ME..... GET OUT!! ....
there were whispers and i don't hear anything after that...

"i-i am nothing to him?" Wow
I havent even met him and he already hates me...

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!?" i hear a loud voice say. I quickly turn around to see a security guard and he grabs my arm

"I ASKED YOU A QUESTION!!"

"FUCK YOU," i replied, his face turned red and brought his hand up to punch me, but i act fast and punch him first.
It caught him off guard as he stood there with a bleeding nose trying to process the fact that i just punched him
I smirked knowing that he must feel embarrassed being punched by someone younger than him

He pulled something out of his pocket,
Shit its a gun
I froze for a minute then started running away from him
He chased after me and i opened the door to the dining room and continued running

"GET BACK HERE!" he screamed

"WTF NO!" I souted back
I realized that there are people in the room but l, i don't care
I'm literally about to die?!!

I run around the couch

"LISTEN MR PLEASE DONT KILL ME I'M TO YOUNGE TO DIE!" i begged

"COME HERE OR I WILL SHOOT YOU RIGHT NOW!!"

we were going back and forward around the couch like puppies chasing each other

I stood on the other end while he is on the other

"LOOK MR I- PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE"
"I'M TO YOUNG TO BE KILLED, I STILL HAVEN'T EVEN DONE ALOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE, LIKE DATING SOMEONE OR EATING ICE-CREAM
AND I STILL HAVEN'T MET ONE DIRECTION!!!"
"AND WHO WANTS TO DIE BEFORE MEETING ONE DIRECTION!??" i say with sass

"I DONT CARE IF YOU MEET ONE DITECTTION... I WANT-" he started but i interrupted
"EXCUSE ME!! ITS ONE DIRECTION
DI-RE-CTION!!" I say

"You know what "Jacob" i am not gonna let you disrespect one Direction like that so this conversation is over" i say with a sassy attitude

All of a sudden the room erupts with laughter

I look be behind so called Jacob and all of my brothers are laughing including the new man with them
And the security guard also start laughing

My face becomes red and i blush and look at the floor "its not funny" i mumble

"Is that a pout i see?" Valentino says as he walks up to me

"No?!" I say quickly and everyone erupts of laughter again

After about 2 minutes they quickly quieten down and we all just stand there enjoying the happy atmosphere

"you may go now" , Lorenzo says to the security guard

He turns around to leave, and before he walks out he looks at me with a smile on his face and says, "by the way my name is not Jacob, its Matthew"

"Oh sorry Matthew," i say with a chuckle while rolling my eyes

I look back at everyone and they are all looking at me smiling

Creepy, i thought

There chuckle again
"Sorry for being creepy little one" Luciano spoke
"I said that out load?"
"Yep" he says with a smile

"Anyways lets sit down and eat, you must be really hungry" Lorenzo said

We all sat down at the dinner table and they dish up for me

Everyone started eating and i hesitated as i picked up my fork

*10 minutes later*

Everone is almost done with their food and i haven't even had half of mine

"Aaighnly, arent you hungry" the new man spoke, i looked at him confused, i wonder who he is?
Lorenzo saw my confusion and spoke
This right here is your... Um dad?... Dad... yeah uhmm... Aaighnly this is your-our- our dad he pointed at the man

Lorenzo and dad looked at each other as if they were having a conversation with their eyes
Dad nodds his head yes
"Yeah.. I am your dad"

So do you not like the food??

His voice... I've heard it before...

Aaighnly...

("i will make sure to chop you head of, if i don't get my money by the end of the week" )

Aaighnly...

( "SHUT THE FUCK UP! DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?" )

Aaighnly!!!...

("I AM ALESANDRO MARTINEZ, LEADER OF THE ITALIAN MAFIA MESS WITH ME AND I WILL TURN YOU DREAMS INTO NIGHTMARES!")

AAIGHNLY!!

My dad i a mafia leader!?

AAIGHNLY!!!

huh??
"Are you ok, i have been calling you for a while now"

"Y-es yes im fine..."
( "HE IS NOT MY SON.... T-THIS USELESS BITCH IS NOTHING TO ME" ) "dad hates me...
Why is he being so kind now"

He is probably just acting as if he likes me
"Shit he must feel disgusted by me...."
I'm so fucking disgusting

"Please excuse me" i say before running up the stairs to my room

!TRIGGER WARNING!

I lock the door and rush to the bathroom sobbing

I'm a bitch
I'm a whore
I'm a mistake
And most of all, im a fag

I open the cabinet looking for something, anything

There, got it...

I take of my shirt and at the bottom right corner of my stomach...

One...
Two...
Three...












Fifteen...
Sixteen... Shit that one was kinda deep
I look at myself in the mirror
16 long cuts on my stomach

That is as far as i could go
Im, so exhausted i, grab some tissue and wipe away the blood, but it was too much
Fuck!
I open a few cabinets at the bottom and found a white towel
I wiped away all the blood on me and on the counter and the floor. I put the towel in the washer, too tired to wash it now
I'm gonna wash it later

I go to bed and immediately fell asleep











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~~~Lee











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