Personally

chapter 2:Pencil Girl

I built up all my courage to go back to school I was going to skip school, but I guess you can say that I wanted to give it another try. The only thing that got me wanting to change my mind was "the hell bus" aka the fucking school bus. I hate that school bus so much I would burn it to the ground.

I missed the bus on "Accident" thank the lord. As my big brother drives me to school, I remembered Danny was a car rider. It was an a-day which is the worst day ever. I was kinda happy today and I knew it wasn't going to last but, I didn't want another day to be ruined again.

As I get out of the truck, I acted like I didn't see Danny but, I wanted to get him back for what he did, so I rammed into him and said "Oh...Hey Danny, I didn't see you there you look Awfully short today have you been taking your vitamin's".

He looked at me slowly with one eye peeking from the side and said, " Get out of my face fucker."

I had rage building inside of me and could feel my hand forming into a fist. I wanted to throw a punch so bad...even though I started it. But instead, I said, "Or what, come on are you going to hit me... HIT ME THEN BITCH!"

I guess he wanted me to get in trouble, so he yelled at the top of his lungs "SOMEBODY HELP I'M BEING HARASSED BY A WEIRDO!"

I screamed "I AM NOT DONT BELEIVE HIM!" eventually it got quieter as I looked around everyone was looking at me with disgust and shame "h-he's lying." not a lot of people liked me anyway so what's more to hate. "you guys need to stop...NOW" Mrs. Sea said very viciously. she gave both of us a warning. Then this girl Kelly Ranken had to show up, she is the girl who is head over heels for Danny ever since she found out I use to crush on him she's been a salty bitch.

Kelly showed up out of nowhere and said "Hey pencil-shaped bitch... let me give you a quick command...Stay away from Danny ok he does not like you get that in your head."

I wanted to shove her face into the brick wall and leave an imprint of her smushed-up face. time passes and It was 12:59 pm almost lunchtime and I was ready to eat my feelings away but I couldn't eat like I would because we can only have one serving of food so I improvised. I tucked 5 slushie cups in my shirt and it wasn't the best thing to do. I was shaking vigorously and the cafeteria lady said "are you ok sweetie ...you shaking mighty hard."

"I think I'm coming down with a cold " I said while chattering my teeth.

The lunch lady knew something was going on but she proceeded to let me go anyway. I went to go sit by my BFF CC and I see she brought a new friend. I do not like eating in front of random people but I wanted to do something that made me feel better... and that was eating. I started to eat like I wasn't gonna see another meal again and Taylor Kindal the girl CC invited to come over Said "slow down your eating like a pig." I looked at CC and said with my mouth full "well that's a first. CC politely uttered to Taylor "Be nice to her."

Taylor hissed at me out of nowhere and I screamed in terror with food falling out of my mouth. Then Danny's friend Jacob Lawrence came up to me and said " yo dude... check out the weird girl."

CC grew defensive and said, "Watch yourself!". his response was "it's not my fault that nobody likes your friend she's the weird "pencil girl."