Personally

chapter 7: Double Drama

     when I found out he had a girlfriend I looked at Jason and gave him a fake smile and said, "I better get going. I don't wanna start any drama between you and your ... little girlfriend.

     When he realized how sad I became when i heard he had a girlfriend Jason murmured , " I understand where this is going and you can't leave! where are you going to stay at if you leave?"
I could not stand the fact that he had a girlfriend this whole time and proceeded to let me in and take care of me like we were something.

     I get that it was a polite thing to do but I really thought me and him were going to be something. The things that he did and the things that he said made me feel some type of way.

     I looked at him teary eyed and pouted, "So all this was nothing to you...the way you looked at me was nothing."

     Jason looked at me in frustration and sighed, "I am so sorry that you feel that way but...I just don't feel the same way I really like you but-"

     I cut him off and muttered "don't even finish that! I know that I'm not your type you don't have to tell me twice."

     I wanted to do something really bad to him to the point of ruining his life but, I was just thinking about leaving.

     I could not tolerate this shit anymore I was ready to bounce. Before I could walk out the door I felt him grab my hand.

     "I know you don't want to see my face right now and  I understand how you feel but, I really don't want you out there. So, I have a guest room it's upstairs where my brother's room is but you have to be careful you can stay there until we can settle things out." Jason, insisted.

     I wanted to leave so bad but I knew if I did I wouldn't have no where to go.

    "you know what I am going to stay cause I have no where else to go but, don't talk to me at all matter of fact don't even look my way and don't let your girlfriend know that me, A GIRL is staying with you I don't wanna have to deal with double drama." I relented.

     Jason nodded and we both walked to our rooms. As I laid my head down to rest I started to realize when I'm with him I don't over eat or think about how my body looks and that's all I ever wanted. So I knew what I had to do.

     I was going to ruin his relationship with that stupid girl he's talking to and I was already thinking of a plan but first, I needed to find out who even the girl is. I guess I am the drama.