!! warning following content contains a topic surrounding insecurities !!
ALEXs POV
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its, now the next day after our date, and I was just cuddling beside ollie since I had just woken up, I was happy about yesterday, it felt nice and I felt happy around him
today I had a scheduled interview ring with Anthony Padilla so I had to get up and then go there
so, I got up careful to not wake ollie, went down to get breakfast it was around 11 am so no one was awake yet so I was all by myself just scrolling on Instagram
after eating I changed my clothes (dream lmfao) and I used the car and went over to the set
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"today I am here with Alex also known as vana, hello vana, would you rather vanabor Alex?" Anthony said giving me a little handshake
"hello" returning the handshake "any of them would be fine" I said referring to the names
"ok, well vana, how was it like at first when you blew up"
"well it was scary with my anxiety I wasn't really prepared and I honestly thought of streaming as something to do when I had nothing to do, so I'd have like 2 viewers who were my friends and that's it, then it became more and then dream reached out to me when he started the server"
"ahhh, so right now you're here in england with some of the others yea?" Anthony asked
"yea, actualy I went down a while ago no one was up yet everyone usually wakes at 3 pm so I wasn't that surprised but you know" I said laughing a little, to be honest interviews were scary because you had to come up with answers instantly
Anthony laughed "messed up sleep schedules am I right?" he said, making me laugh along
"so how did you come up with the name vana like was it a typo or"
"well at first my username was quite cringey we have like.. xx.alex once which I have no clue what I was thinking, I also had what was the other one I don't know but it had way too much underscores" I said laughing softly, Anthony laughing along
"anyways I got the idea from when I was younger, because we would listen to nirvana I remember, but I always said vana instead of nirvana and it just reminds me of my dad so"
"ahhh, ok well everyone has been seeing vanatreed interaction and the fans wanna know what's going on" he asked
"you're gonna need to bleep this out tho" I said looking at him and to the camera laughing
"yea I will.. unless.." Anthony said jokingly making me laugh
"ok well we just went on a date actually yesterday"
"WHAT REALLY"
"yea" I said laughing at his reaction
"well I would have definitley never guessed that you two would go on a date anytime soon" he said sarcastically making me laugh
"well, I hope this is a subject your comfortable with talking about but, a while ago you mentioned anxiety, how have you been dealing with it and how did you know you had it?"
"well I was younger, I had always been scared it talk in font of an audience, I needed help when asking a teacher something and wasnt comfortable with public stuff, and there used to be these people that would always talk about the way I dressed and stuff calling me fat which would lower my self esteem which I think might've contributed to the anxiety, but generally my anxiety is something im still struggling with but, it has progressed and I am definitley doing better" I said smiling
"well I bet those people don't have as much income as you now, do they" Anthony said laughing making me laugh along
"well..." making us just laugh more
we talked a little more, and honestly this was an interview which was fun Antony was good with interviews and not making it awkward
after that I went back to the bnb and some of them were eating their 1 pm breakfast "helloooo" I said going in through the door
"hello" they all said still sleepy
I sat beside ollie laying my head on top of his shoulder scrolling through twitter, and tweeting a little about the interview
"how was the interview?" asked ollie
"it was good" I said holding his hand
"I DONT GET WHY YOU TWO DONT JUST DATE" sapnap raised his voice making my head snap to where he was
my face flushed red trying to ignore sapnap
"they will be, Soon give it time" I heard dream say
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a/n
the parts where they just snuggle is so cute
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𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 || manatreed
Fanfiction𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 two streamers, who were former classmates in college, are able to meet again through dsmp and slowly fall in love all over again
