Ophelia Gallagher is slowly giving up , she's letting her problems consume her. How far will her family go to try and save her from herself.
Btw i may not stick to the plot of shameless as this is ophelia's story and may change some things to fit m...
~Ophelia pov~ "7:15 monkeys come on" i hear fiona say, i dont pay attention to her and just pull my duvet over my head.
I share a room with the boys, i rather not sleep with a baby and a whiny little girl. Ians my twin brother even though we look nothing alike , funny right.
A few minutes later i feel cold everywhere until i realise Fiona has taken my duvet. "Uhhh what the fuck Fiona im trying to sleep" i groan at her. "Yeh thats why i took ur duvet, now come on get up you have school." She replys with as she begins to leave my room. " im not fucking going to school" "yes you are ophelia now get up , im not going to ask you again"she says before she leaves.
"Ahh fuck " i say as i stand up out of my bed . I pick up a black t-shirt thats laying on my floor , sniffing it before putting it on. I chuck a pair of blue baggy jeans on with my dirty hightop converse. I just leave my hair in its matted state as I seriously cant be fucking asked.
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I walk downstairs making no effort to talk or even look at anyone. I sit down next to carl and look down at the table, 4 pills are placed in front of me as Fiona says "take your pills" before walking back over to the fridge.
I slowly pick up the glass of water infront of me before taking the pills and downing them one by one.I hate taking my meds they make me feel shit, like life is moving on and im stuck still. I zone out from everyone, sometimes this happens i cant control when it happens it just happens.
I was 14 when i got diagnosed with bipolar disorder just like my shitty mother yayyyy, everyone just thought it was hormones because i had recently just had my period until i tried to burn my school down ha that was fun. We take life a day at a time in this household as no one knows what I'm going to be like when the day starts not even me.
Carl pushes a box across the table landing directly in front of me "Electric", i reach down to my jean pockets before taking out some coins and a few rolled up dollar bills. I chuck them into the box without thinking, "OPHELIA" lip yells " Are you doing coke again" i roll my eyes at his over-exaggerated behaviour before pushing the box towards debbie.
Coke isn't even that bad its the only thing keeping me alive right now literally. I love the way it makes me feel , so free and not trapped by everything and everyone around me. My dealer is also smoking hot so thats a plus ;) and i may or may not have a crush on him, I've known him since i was 14 thats when i first started doing drugs.
I push my chair back and stand up , i grab my bag from under the table and make my way towards the door. Opening it and slamming it behind me leaving everyone in the kitchen silent looking at the door.
If you really think I'm going to school your fucking stupid ha. Lets go cause some trouble.
~Fiona pov~ Me and lip exchange looks before i say "whats wrong with her". " I'm not sure" lip reply's before standing up with his bowl of cereal. "Ian look for her at school and keep us updated if something is wrong" "ok will do gotta go bye"Ian reply's before rushing out the door with lip and Debbie.
"Please don't be a stressful day" i say before sinking into the sofa.
Oh boy was she wrong :) __________________________________ 679 words First chapter, not to bad for my first story eh i know its a bit short. If anyone as suggestions for what you want to see happen with ophelia in the future let me know.
