Veintiseis

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HEYYYYY
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ROSA POV

"Fuck shit fuck" i said shaking my head at my stupidity. Not my stupidity, my brothers , ALL of my brothers stupidity. Most of all my parents stupidity.  They caused it all. If they never gave him away everything , and i mean EVERYTHING wouldn't have happened.

Our eldest brother, the actual oldest. The one that was considered an MISTAKE. The one they kept an secret from all of us, well ME. They considered him too dangerous for his own  good. He is more like me than my own twins. He wanted to be an normal child but he was forced to go under training to be the heir.

I found him. I finally found him after look for him for weeks. My BROTHER. Not an mistake but my brother. He's the one who killed HIM when i was unable too. He protected me without me even knowing. He's protected ALL of us while staying in the shadows.

2 more days till we meet. 2 more days till my daughters meet there other uncle. 2 more days till i meet my brother.

Maybe he's the missing piece i've needed. I snap out of my thoughts and put the blade down , I don't have the energy to wash my blood off of it. I relapsed again. There's alot going on and there  is no one i can talk to.

I don't wanna be a burden to anyone. So i went back to this. The only way i know how to deal with my emotions is this because this is the only way i've ever known. Even if its not healthy.

But it'll be over soon. Maybe too soon. I know it may seem selfish after all i have a family, i have children but i don't think i'll survive this time.

I KNOW I won't.

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HEYYYY

Its been so longggg.

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Who would've though rosa would do this. But its always the ones you least expect it to be.

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BYE BABEEESSSS

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 10, 2022 ⏰

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