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"You Look Beautiful...You Are Beautiful."
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Leon Quickly got rushed out of the house by Rue and Jules so he can talk to Maddy. Leon wasn't against the idea for wrong reasons he just didn't know what he could say to Maddy in order for her to "forgive" him even if she wasn't mad at him. Either way he was a nervous mess, he was more anxious to head to Maddy's house then all those visits to Rehab combined.
Leon had absolutely no idea if he was gonna regret driving to Maddy's. He wanted that gut feeling telling him not to go so this time he can actually listen but nothing came up. He wasn't just nervous but also happy. He hadn't seen Maddy in a couple hours but he did miss her, he liked her company it made him feel a bit safe.
As he comes closer to her house he began to contemplate weather or not he should drive by it, make a turn or...actually go. "Fuck it I'm leaving." He says out loud. But he didn't move he just kept driving he was having one of those rare moments when he demands himself to do something but his body doesn't follow. "Make a turn You little cunt." Again nothing.
He stops the car and gets out he noticed that there was only Maddy's car her parents possibly weren't home, so if she slams the door in his face at least he won't be embarrassed that her family heard that.
He softly opens the gate and walks up towards the door. He takes a deep breath and knocks. It takes a couple a minutes before he hears footsteps. The door opens and he comes face to face with Maddy.
"I'm probably the last person you wan talk to Maddy, I know you probably Hate me and I would honestly hate me too, I didn't practice anything so if I say shit that doesn't make sense it's because I'm fucking nervous..." he admits. "Maddy I like hanging out with you a lot, not a single day goes by where I don't think about spending a moment with out you, and I mean that in a non creepy way so your not uncomfortable- I genuinely think that I don't deserve your time and that you should probably find a better friend. But I wanna be selfish and say I hope you don't I don't wanna see you Easily forgetting about me because I am dead serious it would probably crush me-" Leon was cut off from his nervous rant with Maddy hugging him. Leon had never had a hug mean so much too him tell now, his tears began to get the best from him as he felt so much care within Maddy's arms even if it was just out of pity or in a friendly way.
Maddy felt her shirt get soaked and pulled away, her heart hurt at the sight of Leon crying. She puts her hands on both sides of his face and looks at him Caringly. "Why are you crying?" She asks gently.
"Because your like the best thing that's happened to me in the past 17 years of my life." He cries. "And I don't wanna lose you because of something I can't fuckin control and I'm so sorry if that sounds sad but it's true, I really like you Maddy and losing you would make me never forgive myself."
"Sh, sh Don't cry Lee I'm not going anywhere. I'm here when you need me till you don't, I really like you too but I really need you to try and get better, I don't wanna see you kill yourself because I promise you that would cause me more pain okay baby steps." Maddy takes him inside her house and leads him to her room. "Lay down." He lays down as Maddy takes off his shoes and laid right next to him. She put his head on her chest as she softly runs her hands through his soft curls something she had been wanting to do since she first met him.
"Thank You Maddy." Leon's softly speaks.
"For what?" Maddy smiles down at him.
