I'm in Love With A Sociopath || ( Classroom Of The Elite )

Volume 1 Chapter 4

CHABASHIRA'S POV

It's been many years to that day. Everything has changed since that day. me, my friends and this school. My friends told me that what I did was fine and I shouldn't worry about it. They said what's done is done and cannot be reverted.

Even though they tell me it's fine, even though they tell me it was not my fault and even though how much they say they are still here with me. I can feel it!!!

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I CAN FEEL IT.

I can feel that they haven't forgiven me. If it wasn't for me all of us would've graduated from Class A.

But all of our efforts. All of it went in vain and it was

ALL BECAUSE OF ME.

On the surface, it might seem that Chie and Mashima are my friends but I know that they are cursing me behind my back. They despise me, especially Chie, she hangs around me most of the time just to mock me but whenever she is in front of other people she would return to her clumsy self. Mashima, on the other hand, said that I should move on from the past and try to forget everything that happened. Hearing those words I thought he might have forgiven me but he didn't.

I was 18 when I graduated from this school as a Class B student. I along with my classmates would've graduated from Class A if it weren't for one stupid mistake that I made. Wish I hadn't been stupid to fall in love with that guy. If I wouldn't have then we could've easily overtook Class A.

Suddenly a flashback popped up in my head.

FLASHBACK ( In the classroom )

I can't do this or he will be expelled!! I can't do this. I've to save him.

While my other classmates including him were sending me glares but I ignored them.

Every time the question came, I kept defending him until I did something wrong which resulted in him being expelled. It was all because of me.

FLASHBACK ENDED~

He was telling me to give up on him but I ignored him. Why didn't I realize it sooner?

Why?

Was it because he was an important person to me?

Sorta like that, I was 16 when I met him, he was an all-rounder and all the girls had a crush on him including me but he didn't give a damn about any one of us.

He was excellent in both academics and sports. He was considered as some sort of prodigy, to be honest. He possessed such great athleticism and intellect that could even give adults a hard time beating him.

In our eyes, he was a straight Class A student and all of us at first thought that there might be some mistake with his evaluation.

But it was later revealed, the reason why he was placed in Class B rather than Class A but he never cursed his fate for being in Class B. He didn't use to talk that much. He only used to talk when he deemed that it was necessary for him.

Altogether he only cared about one thing and that was to graduate from Class A. He didn't care about his classmates or the teachers.