I'm in Love With A Sociopath || ( Classroom Of The Elite )

SS : Yousuke Hirata

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' I guess... I did the right thing...'

' Ever since I got displaced from Class D... All I ever felt in Class B was the feeling I was yearning for the most when I was in Class D '

' The feeling of dependency and trust... All the people in Class B are really supportive of me '

' I can without any hesitation say that whether it'd be a forced or on my will, I really enjoy being in Class B rather than Class D... Not that I was dissatisfied with being placed in Class D but was dissatisfied with the students of Class D '

' Whenever I tried helping my past classmates, they would just shrug me off and will act as if they don't care about my efforts which were actually true... None of them cared about me, that includes both the boy's and the girls '

' The boys except some hated me because not to brag but I'm above average in academics and Physical abilities, and I'm quite confident that I have above average looks as well... Not it's like my fault. I was born with this face... I can't do anything about it either '

' Not all of them hated me, there were some exceptions in boys too like for example, Akito Miyabe, Ayanokouji, Yukimura, Sudo... They didn't hate me even back then and don't hate me even now at least thats what I'm aware of... The girls only clung around me because they thought I was cool which kinda upset me '

' Before the Midterms, I used up every last breath of mine on my ex-classmates, I prepared notes for them, I even helped them study but.... they ignored all my efforts... I tried so hard for the sake of the class but all I ever got in return was being called an over smart ass or an ikemen or whatever '

' Just a few days ago, the school posted an announcement on the school page on the internet revealing a list of Top 10 scorers of the recently occurred midterms and I was so shocked by seeing that list... Out of those 10, 6 of them were from Class D, 2 were from Class A, 1 from Class B and 1 from Class C '

' It's not like our class didn't perform well, all of us including me passed with quite high scores but I guess our efforts weren't enough to reach that list, but I'm still very glad that all of us from Class B passed the Midterms without any problem '

' But still, I was shocked to see that there were people who managed to make it to the top 10 scorers of the midterms... As far as I can remember, I believe the number one spot was taken by Arisu Sakayanagi from Class A followed by Koenji... And the third spot was taken by Ayanokouji if I'm not mistaken. His name on the list surprised me quite a bit because I knew that he was a cunning guy but I never knew that he was this good in academics '

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' Who is Ayanokouji? This is a question that had been bugging me recently and I can't seem to find the answer either '

( You'll never be able to kiddo )

' At first, he just looks like an ordinary guy who would be average at everything even though he has good looks and I saw his name on some random poll made by an anonymous account on the school website. The topic of the poll was ' Who is the most handsome in these 1st years?' and guess what Ayanokouji won that poll by a huge margin. The more I try to understand Ayanokouji, the more of a mystery he becomes and since he is no longer my classmate, it clearly means that at some point in time, he is going to be a threat to Class B and as the vice representative of Class B I won't let that happen but... Am I... even capable of that?'

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' No, there's no way I can beat someone like him '

' He is in a league of his own, I don't and never will stand a chance against him'

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' But still... I'll do what I've to for the sake of my new class. I don't know if I should thank Ayanokouji or despise him...'

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' No, he was playing his part... It was nothing more than a deal where I and Kanzaki were both getting what we want... But I don't get what Ayanokouji was getting out of all this?'

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' Maybe I should relax my head for a while, my head is going to explode if I started thinking again '

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Ayyo ~ has Been a while everyone.

First of all, I would like to apologise for not updating this approximately for a month.

There were 2 reasons actually...

1) Procrastination
2) Anxiety ( A little )

• The next SS which will be of Chabashira will come next week, approximately by Thursday.

• Thank you for 12k reads. You guys are awesome.

• During my little vacation, I saw many comments saying that they really liked the fic, especially Ch 8 and Ch 9 and there were some who said that it's kinda stupid that Chabashira and that FBI agent are now in charge of Kiyotaka.

• It might seem stupid now but it will become kinda reasonable from Vol 2 and Vol 3. I'm going to introduce a new character in the fic ( it's not an OC ) and is going to be a relative of Kiyotaka.

• There are going to be some romantic scenes in Vol 2, Ayanokouji and Chabashira's relationship will improve by the Island exam.

• And one more thing, this fic is going to get brutal as dick from now on and by that, I not only meant Ayanokouji but all other characters like Ryueen, Sudo, and Kanzaki etc.

• Vol 2 Ch 1 will take some time, I will upload the Vol 2 ch 1 after a few days of uploading the SS of Chabashira.

• Thanks for the love and support, again you guys are awesome. We will meet next week till then ~sayonara