Dear Diary who is my val?

Sunday February 8th

I am freaking out so today after church I wanted to take a walk, then I saw lexi and Austin together
Hugging each other tight maybe I was wrong Austin doesn't have feelings for me I'm never gonna feel better , so I ran back home all I could do was cry Under my bed sheets
How could I be used?
How could I be so foolish ?
I'm never gonna fall in love again
, but mom came into my room

"Honey what's wrong?"And dad came in as well

"is it that boy again? I told you your to young to date!!!"my dad shouted

"Please timothy be quite she's about the same age when we started dating my mom said to dad".

"Well we will just give you time to think"my mom and dad said and left my room
I could hear them mummering fr I might my room

"HONEY I TOLD YOU SHE'S TO YOUNG TO START DATING !!SHE'S ONLY ABOUT 15 OR 16"

"OH CMON YOU DON EVEN KNOW OUR DAUGHTERS AGE!!"

I love my family and hate it at the same time lol

AHHHHHHH

I WAS SLEEPING AND I HAD THE WORST DREAM, YOU KNOW EARLIER WHEN I SAW LET AND AUSTIN TOGETHER , I HAD A DREAM THAT THEY GOT MARRIED!!!! It's a nightnare

I think I've lost a petite I can't eat I haven't gotten up from this bed for ages and my bed looks like I peed on it mean while its tears I'm to sad to write now so bye.