Dear Diary who is my val?

Monday February 9th

I can't get out of bed , I didn't take a shower I didn't brush my teeth all I did was change my clothes and boy did I have a fashion disaster I wore 2 different shoes , it didn't even brush my hair ,
I got to school and everyone was looking at me.i went to my locker

"Ewww, Amber were did you get your clothes and care to take a mint"lexi said

I just I ignored her

"Oh and btw Austin and I kissed"
Pfft how am I supposed to believe that , I M TOTTALY PANICKING HE DIDN'T HUG HER THEY KISSED.

then I ran away screaming I ran to the bathroom then lily and Taylor came up to me.

"Girl what went wrong "lily said

"I guess I was wrong about Austin liking me"

"Well it doesn't mean you should come to school dressed like a hitch hiker, but no offense Sweetie"taylor said

"That's why a girl always brings an extra make up kit, a new tooth brush , a brush , new clothes, and a perfect pair of pink shoes"lily said
Wow Lily May Not Be Like Her Twin Sister Lexi , but.she does have style .
Anyway Lexi and Taylor fixed me .

I know I can always count on friends
So when I was going to my first class I saw Austin

"Hey , Amber wait up "
I just turned around and ignored him.
So our first is art and Austin sits down next to me.

"Hey , amber stop ignoring me"he whispered

"OH WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU, SO YOU CAN HURT ME A AGAIN , I DON'T CARE IF I FIND YOU HANDSOME AND ATTRACTIVE "I SCREAMED

"you find me attractive?"

"Y..... but not the point right NOW HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME , YOU KISSED LEXI "then finally class was over , before I could get to my locker so I quickly turned around

"Hey amber wait "

"WHAT"

"I could never kiss Lexi she's evil"

"Oh you can't lie I saw you"

"Look , let's talk about this in the library"he said

"Huuuu. ....okay"
So we got to the library and sat down

"Okay explain your self"i said

"Okay...well I didn't tell you my dad and my mom split ...and me my and my sister are trying to get money and lexi was just being a helping hand and gave me $100 so as soon as I said thank you I wanted to walk away , but she hugged me I tried to tell her to stop , but she was stopping me from breathing"

"OMG, I'm so sorry Austin then I hugged him"
Then it was silence looked at each other

"WELL THAT'S IT FOR NOW YEAH HEY UH"both of us mummer at the same time

"Yeah we're just buds then I punched his shoulder
Then it became silent again

I don't wanna be buddy's I wanna be more than buddy's

Well at end of school he walked me home we laughed and joked all the way through.