~Chapter 10~

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TW!!:ab*se

Soobin and Taehyun were sitting at their lunch table talking when suddenly a girl came over to their table.
"Hey....you're really handsome....can I get your number?"

The girl had her eyes fixed on Soobin.

"Oh....uhm-"
Taehyun's eyes pierced Into the girls soul.

"He's my boyfriend."

"Oh I'm sorry....I didn't know I just moved here."

"Yeah. Keep moving."
The girl frowned a bit before leaving.

"Way to be a gentleman Tae."
Taehyun rolled his eyes and threw his bag over his shoulder.

"Whatever.."
Taehyun walked away angrily.

It was after school and Taehyun was putting his books back. When he closed his locker he came face to face with what looked like a sad puppy. Taehyun simply ignored him and walked outside. Soobin followed him wanting to know what was wrong.

"Yah~ whats wrong?"
Soobin ran up to Taehyun and linked arms with him. Taehyun just sighed and kept walking.

"Answer me~"
No answer.
"Taehyun-ah~"
Silence.
"Is this because of the girl from earlier?"
Taehyun stopped dead in his tracks, then kept on walking and got in his car. Soobin got in too and stared at him.

"So it IS about that girl from earlier."
"Uhm, I'm gay. like, did you not get the memo or...."
Taehyun glared at him.

"What it was just a question geez."
"So then of you knew I didn't like her, why are you mad?"

"Nothing.."

"OMG YOU SAID A WORD!!.......sorry I had too......but thats not the point, the point is why you're mad at me. So, why do you hate me all of a sudden?"

Taehyun got out of the car because they had arrived at his house. Soobin looked at where he was and got out. The two boys headed inside. Taehyun went to go put his stuff in his room, while Soobin just a
sat on the couch. Soon after, Taehyun sat next to Soobin in the living room and looked at him seriously.

"I'm going to tell you about my past now.."

flashback

"Taehyun, you're a disgrace to me. YOURE THE REASON YOUR MOTHER IS DEAD!!"
Taehyun quickly ran to his room and locked the door. It was a Saturday night, which means his father was drunk. It also meant he was going to try and hurt him. Taehyun curled up into a little ball and shivered. His father opened his door and scoffed at him.

"You're nothing, you'll always be nothing..... No one will ever love you. SO DONT EVER TALK TO ANYBODY!! AND DONT EVER DATE ANYBODY BECAUSE THEY WONT LOVE YOU!! You worthless piece of trash..."

Taehyun's father kicked him in the chest.

After a while it became not just every Saturday, but everyday....than eventually he had a step-mom and a step-brother. Taehyun always felt neglected...it was always be like you're step-brother, look like you're stepbrother.....he never got loved. But one day he woke up and nobody was there. He didn't know what to feel....sad or happy, so he felt none. He felt no emotions...He missed his mom, he missed his aunt he missed everybody. His grandma started to raise him in Seoul when he was 15. She was the last one to take care of him....the light in his life full of darkness....

You're worthless.

No one loves you.

No one needs you.

No one cares about you.

Die.

end of flashback

Soobin looked at Taehyun worriedly and hugged him.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there for you....I'm really sorry.."

"Its okay, I got through it. I'm stronger now."
Soobin looked up at Taehyun.

"Why do you always try so hard to be okay?"
Taehyun looked at him and sighed.

"Because I know that crying won't get me anywhere because there's no one who cares if I do."

Soobin shook his head and hugged him again.

After about 10 minutes Taehyun had fallen asleep with Soobin's arms wrapped around his waist. Soobin smiled and slowly kissed his forehead.

"I care...."

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Wait im actually so proud of myself writing this. BECAUSE I CAN NEVER TAKE ANYTHING SERIOUSLY- anygays, bye bye I love you!!❤❤

~Lizzie, the person that is taking care of Injang's spirit.

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