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Ch-20: The way we feel [Isabella's POV]

Isabella's POV :

I was walking in front, to lead Tim the way of my apartment. The velly was silent, only my cracking heels and his shoes were talking with each other. They are hitting of road and the mixer of silence is making me more scared, what I am thinking in my mind, is the most scary thing! Gulping my own salive. My mind still doesn't give up, it was telling me to push him away and told him to went back. But my heart had made the desion before. Before backing out, my heart is giving me courage do to the nasty sin.

A good girl like me, doing one night stand is never in my diary, to fullfill this mission. The diary would be feel ashamed if I write it there. The diary only know one men name and he was Travis. Now new name would be added in there.

The alley has ended now the stair and the door of my room is the only distance for us.

My hands were shaking in fear. I can't help but I am feeling so scared. When Tim noticed it, he take the key in his hand and open the door.

"See! It is easy. You maybe feeling cold. Go inside fast" with a smile in his face. His showing his covered teeth. How much I hate myself!

I nodded and went inside.He make him comfortable in the coach.

I went to the kicth to make coffee for us before making both of us hot and wild. I need to make myself calm and coffee is one of the way. I love coffee, so much. Even if I am sad, I drink coffee. Coffee is a healer for me.

I placed the coffee on the table and without signal him to drink. He grab it from the table "Uhmm. It is great.it feels like heaven."

I know I am good at making coffee but noone ever make this kind of sound before. His lips were pressed with his other lips. The cold make an some magic on him, his cheek are become red. I never noticed it before but he has a perfect jawline and since he wear boring glasses, he doesn't look much appealing.

What happens to me! When did I start thinking like this?

I was too scared to make a move. What should I do first.

I asked him "Are you hungry? I can something now, before we start, after we start I can't go to the kitchen. Tell me now, if you need anything!"

He was sipping coffee with his pink lips. One drop of coffee side down to his lips and rolling down to his jaw. He wipe it with his hand to remove the coffee drop. His eyes look at me with confusion and said" Really! You wil not give me anything after we start working. What if I feel hungry in the middle of work!? "

With a smirk" I assure you, you will not feel any food hurger! "

He look at me like a owl. He is way to far to understand what I am implying!

" Feeling still cold. Do you have any strong drink in here? I eat enough in the party. So just some body warming drink will be fine. The cold got me as well! "

" only have wine 🍷."

"Oh, okay. I can not even drink without wine. Other are too strong for me" with a funny smile on his face. He really look so funny and childish that time.

I nodded and think to excitue the plan.

I went back to the room which was close to the kitchen. I open my closet to find any good dress to seduce this freak. He said he sleep with many, so I have to seduce him with strong way that he can't deny. Or eles it will so humiliating. What if he rejected me? Will he reject me? I look at the mirror, people says I am beautiful. Everyone always praise me and some boys are always behind me to propose me. I don't have a slarker, like books.but did it make me less, beautiful! The answer is no. I am beautiful, I was the one who always, say no to them. Because I was to much into travis. I also would have chance in high-school if I were also a rich bicth.