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Ch:19-The Love I can't deny.(Isabella POV)

Isabella POV :

Me Isabella Hunt! I don't know why, I still , like Travis so much.

It has been so many years. We went into the same high school. He was in the group of popular rich guy. He has looks, riches and popularity, not to mention the charm to make any girl fell in his feet. And I am also one of his fan girl . In back high school, I was nerd. I was extremely shy in nature but I always admire him from distance. Maybe he did not remember me. I was poor and nerd and never participated in any extra cireculam activities. On the other hand Travis was so popular for his being leader of the football team.

The girl who cheers for him and  beautiful rich girls, I can never come to his target. Every one know his playboy, badboy type nature. I don't it is a rumor or truth still i was into him. I can't take off my eyes from him. He was extremely handsome. I do not know, if I am ugly TAHt he never noticed me. Maybe because, there so many girls run behind him. When I was at high school so many guy ask me for date. But I never even think about it. It was always travis and travis. I used to dream about him, me being a good girl and he being a bad boy, he will fall for me and we will love each other and  getting married etc. Yeah, I was sucker of romantic books and the badboy type high school romance was all above of the list. But the daydream, never come into reality. He was  2 year senior. He left the high school. Before he left, I give myself courage to tell him but that day I find him with girl. They were kissing each other. I thought they were into relationships and I step back. My heart break into million pieces TAHt day. I was hurt. It was not like he was my boyfriend or something. We maybe barely talk, but still I was so much. I cry that day. But the girl later told me, TAHt the Travis never make girlfriends. He only do sex with them . He maybe have so many bad habits, but still I like him a lot. Reading so much  fiction and me being a daydreamer. I  was all standing in one leg to accept all his bad habit. To have him as mine. I can tolerate anything and do anything .

I was also thinking to change him by my love. As like me, i can do anything for him and he will also do  anything for me. Back TAHt time, I was obsessed with him.

I used to wake up at 5 at the morning! Why?? Not to do study. I padel up my bycycle at 5am  and like a super woman, I went to the school, to see him doing practice. Don't think, I was the only mad girl. So many girl used to do TAHt, at that time there was like a mela over Stadium.

Admiration, and watching from distance was the only thing I did back at school. The days of feeling for him ended. He completed his high school. It was so sorrowful for me. When he went to college, my father changed the town and also the school for me. I was at the same time happy and upset. Because, I will at last able to stop having feeling for him. But the feelings never changed. I did went far away but never stop loving him. I thought myself maybe it is because he was my first crush, love! That is why I can't forget him. People used to remember there first love, for whole life, I read it in a newspaper,who research about the matter. And I can't agree more.

Whenever, I look at any guy, I used to search travis in them. I went into some dates also but it never went more then 2 months. I says them no!

But when I noticed the same travis! I can't stop myself. Peeking at him is always my hobby. I am good at it. But while peeking, I start staring at him.

And this time, I thought he is worth of taking risk. I can do anything for him. The little high school girl in me,again woke up. This time I will not lose the battle without trying. I will try, at least to make him fall for me.

Author Pov :

Isabella was dreaming a lot about her future with travis. She think it is easy but it is not. When the playboy who never  belive in love. Who always rule his own life at his own terms! She think there love story will be like a Fictional romantic stories.