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Untitled Part 3

Shawn's heart dropped when he heard the word's coming out of Mr Feeny's mouth. 

Shawn 

He felt the world was spinning around.

'Shawn?'

Dazedly , he noticed that Cory was looking at him worriedly. 

They were still standing at Cory's yard. Both Cory's parents and Mr Feeny had entered the house. 

'You go first , I'll be there ,' he said quietly. 

'Shawn, come with us .' 

'Go,' Shawn said and walked  out of the yard. He could hear Cory calling out to him. But he couldn't think straight/ 

Jon...... Accident...Jon ..... hospital. 

He just saw Jon that morning. How was this possible. Shawn walked aimlessly and without noticing it he was in front of the center. Maybe Mack would know what he was feeling and what he should do. He always seems so calm. 

After telling Mack what had happened  and opening up to him that he didn't know what he was feeling , and he felt more lost than before. Mack had laid his hand on his shoulder and mentioned that he would accompany Shawn to the hospital.

Shawn didn't expect the confrontation that took place at the hospital waiting room between Mr Feeny , the Matthews and Mr Mack.  Cory and Topanga pulled him into Jonathan's room . 

There he was on the bed, bandage , unconscious and the wires connecting him to the life support machine. Shawn wanted to go to Mr Mack, to the quietness that he got from the centre . He didn't want to see Mr Turner like this , so helpless, he was always sarcastic, direct, present. Now , he was senseless.

Everything was overwhelming, Shawn just wanted to run away. He rushed to escape to the door, before he could get out, Cory's hand pushed the door close and he was trapped. 

Cory and Topanga said that he had to face reality  and that Mr Turner loved him as much as he loved Mr Turner and with that they left him  alone in that dreaded  room with a vegetated Mr Turner. 

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Jonathan , couldn't make sense  where he was. Everything was dark. 

'Uh, this doesn't seem good, ' he said . He was standing in an abyss , there was no light 

All he remembered was that he was on his motorbike , something him him, something largre and he remembered being flung into the air........... And then this darkness. 

'Hello.' Nothing answered him back. 

'Am I dead ?' Nothing . 

He could hear a voice. It sounded from far away. 'Hey....hey....who's there?'

At first the voice sounded muffle , bt it got louder and louder. Jonathan recognized the voice. 

'Shawn?' His first instinct was that Shawn was in trouble. He sounded distraught, confuse , angry.,,

'Shawn....hey...Hey buddy everything's going to be ok' 'I'm here Shawn!'

But Shawn didn't seem to hear him. 

'Don't blow me off Jon! Don't blow me of , God!'

Jon could hear his pain. Was there any way to comfort his young friend. 

'I'm not blowing you off Shawn!, Im still here !I'm not going anywhere , you can still talk to me!' Jon shouted  but silence was the only reply he got . 

He had to get out of that place he was in. There was so many things that he wanted to do and so many thing that he has not yet done. And then there was Shawn...

Shawn , the boy that had changed his life .....Literally , from a single man , carefee with no commitment , to a responsible , committed person, patiently bearing with all of this boy's antics. How can a boy be so troublesome , so stubborn, so problematic yet so easy to care about. No wonder the Matthew boy loved him and been his most loyal friend.H e cannot just go without knowing that Shawn would be ok. 

All of a sudden , he could feel a pressure on his left hand. Jon raisd his hand and stared at it. He could feel it , it felt comforting and warm.... 

Shawn........

Jon tried to grasp  his hand , as if holding on to something visible. Jon looked up at the pitch dark , trying telepathically tell Shawn that everything would be ok. 

They were ok. 

Shawn felt Jon's hand  moved  and saw it grasping his hand. Astounded , he watched as Jon unconsciously held his hand , He smiled with relief. Jon was coming back..... His smiled grew wider.